i. cannot. wait. for. exams....
TO BE OVERRR!
apakan. balum lgi start. revision is killing me. plus my neck is still aching a bit so i dont dare do yoga or go jogging just in case i make it worse. so now im deprived of my stress-outlet. i cant shop to relieve stress anymore. its just not a viable option because i need to save save save save
FOR MY TRIP TO PORTUGAL!
haha apakn. yes, im going to portugal in the summer. very excited. going with ppl that ive never traveled with, but also with alikuchen, so will be an interesting trip yet again.
so for my portugal trip, i need new gladiator sandals, new cotton linen pants/gypsy skirt (wearing jeans for a summer getaway is so faux pas) and a new summery bag. everything must be summerrry~
i alredi have a good pair of shades so i dont need new ones. see, im being practical =p
nda wah. thing is, i dont reli have good sturdy walking-around summer shoes/sandals. remember the ones i bought in ashford last month? they hurt my feet! even muni's hurt so maybe its bcoz we got it from ashford. coz rocketdog shoes are suppose to be uber comfortable but those shoes give me the worst blisters everr! and i dont always have comfy shoes so this means its reli painful since i cant even put my mind over the pain. at this moment, i only have my luscious boots, which i obviously cant wear to portugal. hmmmm.. kenapa tah d tinggalkan sandals atu d brunei..
to be honest, i dont reli wanna spend money. i reli reli wanna save loads of cash so by the end of 3rd year i can go shopping mad. haha. but we'll see. i hope i find good bargains around. or if dear old mum is willing to sponsor some stuff during her visit hehe.
anyhoo, webCT is back up and running, so ive caught up with most of my revision. but i am craving to do exercise! aaarrrgh!! but the pain in my neck is too much to risk it. i dont want another painful nite's sleep. but since i cant do exercise, then i guess it leaves me more time for revision. yayyy?
not reli. but oh well. ada baiknya nie. mudahan2x i ace my exams. amiin.
much love,
be'ah xxx
"you know you've made it big when people you don't know hate you."
"inside some of us is a thin person struggling to get out, but they can usually be sedated with a few pieces of chocolate cake."
- Anonymous
Linda Spangle, 100 Days of Weight Loss
"inside some of us is a thin person struggling to get out, but they can usually be sedated with a few pieces of chocolate cake."
- Anonymous
"Weight management has to be an uncompromising, non-negotiable, everyday thing, like brushing your teeth"
Linda Spangle, 100 Days of Weight Loss
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008
robot neck
gatal tangan saya kan mem-blog. especially since i just finished blog-hopping. haish! cemana kan maju revision nie?
and webCT is refusing to work. everyone's obviously trying to go on the site so it kinda crash. please bring it back. need to do my online lectures asap :s
despite the minor setback to my revision, my workouts have improved =) did yoga and went jogging ystrdy. it felt good, especially since i havent been out in canterbury for a while and we (me and apip) took a jogging route we never did before. naik bukit yow. haha burning those calf muscles like crazy. but exercise is good in these stressful times, so thank u afifah!
however, i tink i pulled a muscle during the morning yoga/afternoon jog becoz i had a stiff neck last nite; proper stiff, like i cudnt move my neck and shoulders at all. well, i can (if u wanna be anal abt it) but sakit. baik jua banyak tukang urut semlm hehe. thank u thank u! despite the tukang uruts doing their job, i had one of the worst sleep ever. made me realise how much i take my neck for granted. and i'm one of those gundah sleepers, so it was reli hard not being able to move =s adding to the pain was this trivial issue of, i wouldnt say fight, but a disagreement? with my boyfren. actually, it wasnt a disagreement. i was being unreasonable bcoz it was that time of the mth. anyway, because of the pain in the neck, i forgo my merajuk and asked for help. needed someone there with me while i try and sleep over the pain. thank u sayang for waiting up for me. its times like that that i get reli homesick and want my mum.
but my mum is coming on the 26th of may! i tink ive mentioned this in a previous post but yea. just love telling the whole world wide web that my mum is coming to visit me.
anyway, back to the stiff neck story, woke up this morning and my neck felt slightly better. at least it wasnt that painful to move it. i was slightly panicky becoz it shudve been gone after 24hrs. i googled my symptoms and all these stuff abt neck surgery popped out! freaky. so i went for a second opinion and asked my cousin who's doing biomeds who told me to just leave it and it'll go away in time. haha brijap jua tu if i needed neck surgery! na'uzubillah.
neck mobility restored, i didnt have to cancel on aunty may and went ahead to help out for fauzah's party, which was mucho fun. i have never been to a girly children's birthday party since my own so it was such a breath of fresh air as compared to the rough and tumble parties my lil' brothers have for their birthdays.
but my neck is still in pain tho. and i plan to jog tomorrow. altho im not sure i shud jog with this neck pain. yoga is obviously out of the question. i cant even look up, much less do the backward bend pose. sigh. i hope i sleep better tonite.
much love,
be'ah xxx
and webCT is refusing to work. everyone's obviously trying to go on the site so it kinda crash. please bring it back. need to do my online lectures asap :s
despite the minor setback to my revision, my workouts have improved =) did yoga and went jogging ystrdy. it felt good, especially since i havent been out in canterbury for a while and we (me and apip) took a jogging route we never did before. naik bukit yow. haha burning those calf muscles like crazy. but exercise is good in these stressful times, so thank u afifah!
however, i tink i pulled a muscle during the morning yoga/afternoon jog becoz i had a stiff neck last nite; proper stiff, like i cudnt move my neck and shoulders at all. well, i can (if u wanna be anal abt it) but sakit. baik jua banyak tukang urut semlm hehe. thank u thank u! despite the tukang uruts doing their job, i had one of the worst sleep ever. made me realise how much i take my neck for granted. and i'm one of those gundah sleepers, so it was reli hard not being able to move =s adding to the pain was this trivial issue of, i wouldnt say fight, but a disagreement? with my boyfren. actually, it wasnt a disagreement. i was being unreasonable bcoz it was that time of the mth. anyway, because of the pain in the neck, i forgo my merajuk and asked for help. needed someone there with me while i try and sleep over the pain. thank u sayang for waiting up for me. its times like that that i get reli homesick and want my mum.
but my mum is coming on the 26th of may! i tink ive mentioned this in a previous post but yea. just love telling the whole world wide web that my mum is coming to visit me.
anyway, back to the stiff neck story, woke up this morning and my neck felt slightly better. at least it wasnt that painful to move it. i was slightly panicky becoz it shudve been gone after 24hrs. i googled my symptoms and all these stuff abt neck surgery popped out! freaky. so i went for a second opinion and asked my cousin who's doing biomeds who told me to just leave it and it'll go away in time. haha brijap jua tu if i needed neck surgery! na'uzubillah.
neck mobility restored, i didnt have to cancel on aunty may and went ahead to help out for fauzah's party, which was mucho fun. i have never been to a girly children's birthday party since my own so it was such a breath of fresh air as compared to the rough and tumble parties my lil' brothers have for their birthdays.
but my neck is still in pain tho. and i plan to jog tomorrow. altho im not sure i shud jog with this neck pain. yoga is obviously out of the question. i cant even look up, much less do the backward bend pose. sigh. i hope i sleep better tonite.
much love,
be'ah xxx
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
err.....
many apologies. i take back what i said about posting berlin pictures here. go to facebook instead :p yes, i am aware that only friends can see the pictures, which is the whole point really.
plus, i got rebisyen to do. im a bit pumped up since i checked my philosophy mark and got a great mark for it. okay, its not that great, but from the amount of effort i put into it, it was super awesome!
and i put on a bit of holiday weight =s its not surprising plg, since i was extremely well fed in berlin and london and did no yoga at all. so tadi i psyched myself up to do yoga. damn i was so rusty! wanted to jog plg but the weather was bida. nah, now that im writing this up, the sun is shining brabis. eh apakan, nda menyuruh saya jogging pakah weather nya anie. booo~
oh and i got a package from boyfren kemarin, via erman who went back to brunei. thank u banyak2x syg! love u many2x.
hmm.. cant believe its mid april already. banyak my frens april babies wah. to atiq, happy belated! hehe i know this is super belated but yea, i did remember. just that i was in berlin hehe. reza's big day is also coming up. haiii baik jua naik allowance. at the mo, my time schedule to summer is packed plg. coming weeks wil be spent revising, then exams aaand end of may, MY MUMMY IS COMING!!!
i so excited over that. will finaly get to cook for my babu. hehe. then my kazen is coming from australia, and she wants to go to paris. cant wait. oh but this means i need to start saving like crazy. its okay, revision and exam months are non-shopping time anyway.
bah the idea for now is that this will be my last post till after exams. but i dont wanna call it a hiatus. i'd prolly be updating the tidbits section hehe. okie donkey see u guyss in the summerrr!
much love,
be'ah xxx
plus, i got rebisyen to do. im a bit pumped up since i checked my philosophy mark and got a great mark for it. okay, its not that great, but from the amount of effort i put into it, it was super awesome!
and i put on a bit of holiday weight =s its not surprising plg, since i was extremely well fed in berlin and london and did no yoga at all. so tadi i psyched myself up to do yoga. damn i was so rusty! wanted to jog plg but the weather was bida. nah, now that im writing this up, the sun is shining brabis. eh apakan, nda menyuruh saya jogging pakah weather nya anie. booo~
oh and i got a package from boyfren kemarin, via erman who went back to brunei. thank u banyak2x syg! love u many2x.
hmm.. cant believe its mid april already. banyak my frens april babies wah. to atiq, happy belated! hehe i know this is super belated but yea, i did remember. just that i was in berlin hehe. reza's big day is also coming up. haiii baik jua naik allowance. at the mo, my time schedule to summer is packed plg. coming weeks wil be spent revising, then exams aaand end of may, MY MUMMY IS COMING!!!
i so excited over that. will finaly get to cook for my babu. hehe. then my kazen is coming from australia, and she wants to go to paris. cant wait. oh but this means i need to start saving like crazy. its okay, revision and exam months are non-shopping time anyway.
bah the idea for now is that this will be my last post till after exams. but i dont wanna call it a hiatus. i'd prolly be updating the tidbits section hehe. okie donkey see u guyss in the summerrr!
much love,
be'ah xxx
Sunday, April 20, 2008
the story so far
okay, im back in the uk now but im still on holiday mode since im not back home in canters yet. stayed in bhall for the first time EVER (psl slalunya i stay at aunty tipah's when im in london) and i gotta admit, its not bad at all. the only thing is that i have to look presentable once i get out of the room, unlike when i was in aunty tipah, pakai baju tdur ke kitchen pun nda apa.
anyhoo, got to knw a couple new frens yg uber frenly brabis, namely syiks aka adek aka apip's cousin aka jirin's besfren forever (haha) and nuri who is super nice and lawa. and yes, i do notice im starting to sound like ali but i blame it on berlin. spending 5 days straight with him is bound to affect my vocabulary. ditto imah and huda. so for the moment, bear with us fresh-from-berlin girls bcoz we DO talk like ali ie with the 'super' and the 'berabiss'.
i dont reli want to talk abt berlin here bcoz i wanna illustrate lgi with pictures so im just gonna say stuff abt londres. huda's 20th bday celebration was cool brabis - had dinner at mandarin kitchen and girly time at huda's room - kami put on make-up and curled our hair.. only to take the make up off before going to bed haha. shudve put on make-up b4 going out but oh well. thanx to the chiks team consisting of cits and syiks who did our make-up for the nite. kalau mau pictures, go to facebook hehe.
then ystrdy had a special uber cool football session at hyde park with coach cits. aii gila i will so be handal main bola nanti. haha imah plg lgi handal. i was the worse of the bunch hehehe but yea enjoyed the training session immensely! thanks loads mamacits!
okay wat else... aku start kecarian my hsemates sejak balik dari london. when i see olives i remember nis, when i see ppl cucuk2x i remember jem hehe. actually loads more stuff tapi nanti i embarass ourselve lol. anyhoo, will be back in action in canterbury by tomorrow. i rinduuu my hsemates cooking. not that the cooking in london is bad, but yea.
and i rindu berlin too!!! ka alin, aunty noriah and uncle ali, danker very very much! kalau murah rezeki, will come over again.
much love,
be'ah xxx
anyhoo, got to knw a couple new frens yg uber frenly brabis, namely syiks aka adek aka apip's cousin aka jirin's besfren forever (haha) and nuri who is super nice and lawa. and yes, i do notice im starting to sound like ali but i blame it on berlin. spending 5 days straight with him is bound to affect my vocabulary. ditto imah and huda. so for the moment, bear with us fresh-from-berlin girls bcoz we DO talk like ali ie with the 'super' and the 'berabiss'.
i dont reli want to talk abt berlin here bcoz i wanna illustrate lgi with pictures so im just gonna say stuff abt londres. huda's 20th bday celebration was cool brabis - had dinner at mandarin kitchen and girly time at huda's room - kami put on make-up and curled our hair.. only to take the make up off before going to bed haha. shudve put on make-up b4 going out but oh well. thanx to the chiks team consisting of cits and syiks who did our make-up for the nite. kalau mau pictures, go to facebook hehe.
then ystrdy had a special uber cool football session at hyde park with coach cits. aii gila i will so be handal main bola nanti. haha imah plg lgi handal. i was the worse of the bunch hehehe but yea enjoyed the training session immensely! thanks loads mamacits!
okay wat else... aku start kecarian my hsemates sejak balik dari london. when i see olives i remember nis, when i see ppl cucuk2x i remember jem hehe. actually loads more stuff tapi nanti i embarass ourselve lol. anyhoo, will be back in action in canterbury by tomorrow. i rinduuu my hsemates cooking. not that the cooking in london is bad, but yea.
and i rindu berlin too!!! ka alin, aunty noriah and uncle ali, danker very very much! kalau murah rezeki, will come over again.
much love,
be'ah xxx
Thursday, April 17, 2008
for rezzykins
since u left a comment on the tagboard, here's something we found for u!

the berlin pose, and again, ali being super-gay.

Brandenburg Gate
nada wah li :p
altho we did curl his hair today...
anyhoo, went to the berlin wall and spray-painted our names on it. and also sprayed on more stuff (like a certain blogger's link) that i'll post up the picture as soon as i get back to canterbury. to my 2 remaining housemates in canters, did u guys get my postcard? :D
bah, its karaoke time. will be back in kent by next week.
much love,
be'ah xxx

the berlin pose, and again, ali being super-gay.

Brandenburg Gate
nada wah li :p
altho we did curl his hair today...
anyhoo, went to the berlin wall and spray-painted our names on it. and also sprayed on more stuff (like a certain blogger's link) that i'll post up the picture as soon as i get back to canterbury. to my 2 remaining housemates in canters, did u guys get my postcard? :D
bah, its karaoke time. will be back in kent by next week.
much love,
be'ah xxx
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Berlin
Wednesday, April 9, 2008
My Irish Suitor
Belfast, Ireland. 31st March. Lunch time.
i was waiting at a cafe while my friend went to pray. so there i was, sitting alone and checking out the menu to pass the time. then this guy pass by and said hi. i thought he was saying hi to someone behind me so i ignored him. but i turned around anyway (being the busybody that i am lol)...
and i saw the guy sitting alone at the table behind me.. and he said 'hi' again.
he started chatting me up. first i thought it was all polite talk. i mean, what are the odds of a white irish man hitting on a hijabi? soon his friend came along and joined him but he continued the polite talk with me. next thing i knw, he said
"u know, according to a survey i read, the nicest girls are from iran and brunei."
being the blunt girl that i am, i replied "are u hitting on me?"
to which he promptly said no. but the conversation continued with compliments to myself (hehe biasa la. org lawa hahaha) despite the bluntness and the friend kept smiling and smirking the whole way. i was mentally thinking 'mana kan c ijah anie??' ie the fren i was was waiting for. then the guy said

"would u like a coffee with us?"
"um.. no thanx. i'm waiting for a fren so im fine."
"yes.. but still.. do u wanna have coffee with us?"
hmm... i gotta get out pronto, i thought. so i checked my fone and found a mscall and a text. haha im very bad with checking my fone.. or i'm kinda deaf. anyhoo, i called ijah back and we changed our lunch date location so i picked up my bag to go out. passing by the guy's table, he looked at me and asked "are u lost? do u need help?"
eehh... bisai laki2x irish nya ah. tepakai org betudung lol. i have to admit the accent was intriguing tho. lol. but my boyfren is hotter. so sorry, irish suitor. i'm sticking with my man =p
T minus 3days and counting to berlin trip. HURRAY!
coming up -playing hostess to nav amzar beb umi shuk netty hafizh aaand the white spring in canters.
much love,
be'ah xxx
i was waiting at a cafe while my friend went to pray. so there i was, sitting alone and checking out the menu to pass the time. then this guy pass by and said hi. i thought he was saying hi to someone behind me so i ignored him. but i turned around anyway (being the busybody that i am lol)...
and i saw the guy sitting alone at the table behind me.. and he said 'hi' again.
he started chatting me up. first i thought it was all polite talk. i mean, what are the odds of a white irish man hitting on a hijabi? soon his friend came along and joined him but he continued the polite talk with me. next thing i knw, he said
"u know, according to a survey i read, the nicest girls are from iran and brunei."
being the blunt girl that i am, i replied "are u hitting on me?"
to which he promptly said no. but the conversation continued with compliments to myself (hehe biasa la. org lawa hahaha) despite the bluntness and the friend kept smiling and smirking the whole way. i was mentally thinking 'mana kan c ijah anie??' ie the fren i was was waiting for. then the guy said

"would u like a coffee with us?"
"um.. no thanx. i'm waiting for a fren so im fine."
"yes.. but still.. do u wanna have coffee with us?"
hmm... i gotta get out pronto, i thought. so i checked my fone and found a mscall and a text. haha im very bad with checking my fone.. or i'm kinda deaf. anyhoo, i called ijah back and we changed our lunch date location so i picked up my bag to go out. passing by the guy's table, he looked at me and asked "are u lost? do u need help?"
eehh... bisai laki2x irish nya ah. tepakai org betudung lol. i have to admit the accent was intriguing tho. lol. but my boyfren is hotter. so sorry, irish suitor. i'm sticking with my man =p
T minus 3days and counting to berlin trip. HURRAY!
coming up -playing hostess to nav amzar beb umi shuk netty hafizh aaand the white spring in canters.
much love,
be'ah xxx
Wednesday, April 2, 2008
Adat versus Ugama
my not-so-deeply-buried fascination regarding weddings. specifically, my prospective wedding.

a little something i did in first year when my macbook froze for 2hrs.
everyone knows that i've got every information possible down pat. most would think it'll be a jinx for planning so far ahead and the rest think im just crazy. after all, im only 21 and most of my peers dont even mention, let alone think about stuff like this. yes, i know its a scary prospect that comes with many responsibilities. so im not that crazy. and i do know that i need to finish my degree to even begin to think abt stuff like this, but hey, at least i havent bought a swarovski tiara.
i have admitted time and again that i'm quite indecisive. so with regards to my (prospective) wedding, apa tah lagi. i am still trying to ground myself firmly in Islam and so a part of me wants a simple ceremony without the hoo-ha. on the other hand, i wud love to get dressed up and be king and queen of the day. i know my family wud want what we call a 'proper' wedding ie dengan berbedak, sanding etc. so the dilemma is how to balance ur parents' wishes (and also my dunya wishes!!) with what Islam calls for in a wedding.
i came across a post on adat versus Islam while blog hopping. very enlightening and hopefully can/will help me and orang2x tertentu to do the right thing.
the gist of the post is that, if we wanna do the hoo-ha, do it with close family members sja. of course, its a good thing to tell everyone that ur married but the meaning sebalik bersanding was taken from hindu traditions, which was basically to show off the beauty of the bride. shouldnt the beauty of the bride be kept just for the husband (according to Islam)?
of course, adat is also very important. bangsa tanpa adat makes for a very poor culture and we malays have quite the rich culture. so i guess the answer wud be a very simple wedding in trying to balance things up - altho i dont knw how i'm gonna get away with that.. wat with me being an only daughter. but if i can get away with that, save jua duit! hehe apakan.
okay, seriousness of post is gone. i dont reli know how to convey how i feel. but this will be a good reminder for myself when i do go down the marriage lane, insyaAllah. but my mum always says to do things within my means. and its a scary thought when u spend so much on ur wedding but ur debt lasts longer than ur marriage - to still pay for a wedding that didnt last is just really sad. so i'll do my best to balance this adat/Islam thing.
like ruzanna said in one of her posts, (i forgot the exact words tho)
"people may say we're missing a lot (by not doing certain things) but keep in mind that we are bound for greater things in akhirat, insyaAllah."
so i guess i'm cancelling all the entertainment favours i asked for from my many talented frens hehe. but cits, wedding cake is still on! haha we still need to eat, no?
haiyaaa.. one more essay. the boyfren is feeling better at least. just talked to my mummy on skype. she mite be visiting sometime in may, after my exams so hurray! things are looking up (except for my unfinished essay).
baaah be'ah, adang pikir pasal kawin. buat essay!!
much love,
be'ah xxx

a little something i did in first year when my macbook froze for 2hrs.
everyone knows that i've got every information possible down pat. most would think it'll be a jinx for planning so far ahead and the rest think im just crazy. after all, im only 21 and most of my peers dont even mention, let alone think about stuff like this. yes, i know its a scary prospect that comes with many responsibilities. so im not that crazy. and i do know that i need to finish my degree to even begin to think abt stuff like this, but hey, at least i havent bought a swarovski tiara.
i have admitted time and again that i'm quite indecisive. so with regards to my (prospective) wedding, apa tah lagi. i am still trying to ground myself firmly in Islam and so a part of me wants a simple ceremony without the hoo-ha. on the other hand, i wud love to get dressed up and be king and queen of the day. i know my family wud want what we call a 'proper' wedding ie dengan berbedak, sanding etc. so the dilemma is how to balance ur parents' wishes (and also my dunya wishes!!) with what Islam calls for in a wedding.
i came across a post on adat versus Islam while blog hopping. very enlightening and hopefully can/will help me and orang2x tertentu to do the right thing.
the gist of the post is that, if we wanna do the hoo-ha, do it with close family members sja. of course, its a good thing to tell everyone that ur married but the meaning sebalik bersanding was taken from hindu traditions, which was basically to show off the beauty of the bride. shouldnt the beauty of the bride be kept just for the husband (according to Islam)?
of course, adat is also very important. bangsa tanpa adat makes for a very poor culture and we malays have quite the rich culture. so i guess the answer wud be a very simple wedding in trying to balance things up - altho i dont knw how i'm gonna get away with that.. wat with me being an only daughter. but if i can get away with that, save jua duit! hehe apakan.
okay, seriousness of post is gone. i dont reli know how to convey how i feel. but this will be a good reminder for myself when i do go down the marriage lane, insyaAllah. but my mum always says to do things within my means. and its a scary thought when u spend so much on ur wedding but ur debt lasts longer than ur marriage - to still pay for a wedding that didnt last is just really sad. so i'll do my best to balance this adat/Islam thing.
like ruzanna said in one of her posts, (i forgot the exact words tho)
"people may say we're missing a lot (by not doing certain things) but keep in mind that we are bound for greater things in akhirat, insyaAllah."
so i guess i'm cancelling all the entertainment favours i asked for from my many talented frens hehe. but cits, wedding cake is still on! haha we still need to eat, no?
haiyaaa.. one more essay. the boyfren is feeling better at least. just talked to my mummy on skype. she mite be visiting sometime in may, after my exams so hurray! things are looking up (except for my unfinished essay).
baaah be'ah, adang pikir pasal kawin. buat essay!!
much love,
be'ah xxx
MSN with macbook
reminder for people who DONT use macbooks.
when u IM me on msn and u appear offline, i usually CANNOT reply u becoz ur offline.
therefore, i CANNOT give msgs to people who are OFFLINE.
when u click on me while offline, i can reply u, but only if i do so IMMEDIATELY after u clicked me. in other words, i CANNOT reply u if i am away.
just letting off steam to those ppl who keep forgetting. to those yang tak tau, d maafkan. sorry if this sounds bitchy, but i just got back from ireland today, so im very very knackered and on top of that, its THE time of the month. furthermore, i have been cut off from skype contact with mother dearest and the sick boyfren. so please.
dont expect me to reply ur msgs on msn if u 'appear offline'.
harap maklum.
be'ah
xxx
p/s and pleeeease, shapa yg tau a more canggih msn for macbook, tell me! batah sudah i havent nudged ppl!
when u IM me on msn and u appear offline, i usually CANNOT reply u becoz ur offline.
therefore, i CANNOT give msgs to people who are OFFLINE.
when u click on me while offline, i can reply u, but only if i do so IMMEDIATELY after u clicked me. in other words, i CANNOT reply u if i am away.
just letting off steam to those ppl who keep forgetting. to those yang tak tau, d maafkan. sorry if this sounds bitchy, but i just got back from ireland today, so im very very knackered and on top of that, its THE time of the month. furthermore, i have been cut off from skype contact with mother dearest and the sick boyfren. so please.
dont expect me to reply ur msgs on msn if u 'appear offline'.
harap maklum.
be'ah
xxx
p/s and pleeeease, shapa yg tau a more canggih msn for macbook, tell me! batah sudah i havent nudged ppl!
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