me and my best friend made a deal today. summer we are BOTH going to fitness zone. HURRRAYY!
yea i do go to fitness zone when im in brunei.. but making such a deal just gives me that extra bit of motivation u knw. altho i'd still go to the gym with or without her, a lil' boost doesnt hurt =D anyhoo, its more like 'lets-both-join-the-gym' fullstop and not 'lets-both-join-the-gym-and-workout-together'. because to be frank, i dont think we can work out a time to go to the gym thats good for both of us. i like going mornings so it leaves the rest of the day free for me, knwing i've done 30mins on the treadmill and 2 killer aerobics and yoga class, all by 10am. this friend has work during the day. so enough said.
but that said, i cannot wait to see my gym buddies and gym trainer and see the look on their faces when they see how much weight i've lost! i was going through my medical files just now (out of boredom.. okay, more of a distraction from my revision) and checked my weight. anyhow, august 2006 i weighed 52.9kg! oh em gee! didnt realise i was that heavy =( no wonder i looked so bulat in my visa picture. i think i was in denial then coz i was at that bahagia-baru-beboyfren stage and we were eating out almost every other day. then its the fact that i didnt have skool or any part time job for a good 7mths. now who wudnt be fat?
i did lose weight sometime when i came to UK tho. i was at that lazy stage where i cudnt be bothered to get out of bed and go to the dining hall and cudnt even bother mengantak air panas to cook maggie. i use to keep a tab on my weight by how many notches up or down my belt i do up. i tink i was skinniest around februay-march last year. but yea, if u've read my donut post, thats when i ballooned up again. and i believe, up to 52kgs plus plus. but yea, those were the days when i didnt have a scale handy with me.
then balik brunei, as usual.. spoilt by home-cooking, local food choices and of course, the ever-loving mendulur boyfren of mine. so my weight went to an all time high until i realised that i was verging on overweight. yes, surprisingly after all the weight gain, my BMI was still average, albeit borderline to overweight. so last summer was a reality check for me. i had a digital scale at my disposal (courtesy of my mum for my 18th birthday) and was doing nothing watsover -no job, no picking up lil' brothers from school - pokoknya jobless to the max. so i joined the gym. and boy, did i need the gym!
a couple of friends know how i used to despise sweating. since joining the gym, i thrive on being able to sweat. coz it means im losing weight. true or not, i believed it anyway. plsu my gym buddies were ppl my mom's age (i guess no teenager wud be up at 7 in the gym) and they were doing sit ups and all these yoga poses like nothing! tecabar jua ku tu! me at 20 struggling with push-ups and these aunties doing them without breaking a sweat (pun intended) plus the instructor was ferdie and he's always given me a timing vibe if i cant do the sit ups. so fear of being the loser, i prevailed.
anyway, now i try my best to keep up with the exercise. i've been losing more weight, just to tone stuff up and improve my BMI. and endorphins do make you happy -fact. now i cant imagine not doing some sort of exercise. okay, i do have off days once in a while, but i feel lethargic when i dont do anything for a couple of days. i used to be able to just sit in front of the tv and do nothing. now i feel inclined to either walk to town or do yoga or something. which is helpful coz i dont wanna go to the 52kg way everr. and its very inspiring to knw that i've reaped the rewards of working hard. now its 2 more kgs to go before i reach my goal weight. its taking forever at this stage tho, coz apparently its easier to lose excess weight than losing weight - u get me? so since im within the healthy BMI range, its harder. but so far so good. thanx to special k and yoga!
most of u guys prolly think im insane and obsessed trying to lose more weight when i'm not fat or overweight nor do i look fat. but heres the thing. i have these gorgeous pair of levis (that i got from ashford, remember?) and i still need to tone up a bit for them to fit nicely because right now, they're a bit snug, if u get what i mean. i know i got them when i weighed more, but yea, when i sit down, all my tires blop out. i wanna be able to sit down in the jeans without any excess spillage!
anyhoo, that will be the end of my rant for today. i tink im a bit bitter because i didnt sweat as much today from yoga. prolly coz today was cooler than previous days, but still. sweating makes me think i lose weight. its all in the mind too, y'know.
much love,
be'ah xxx
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Sunday, May 11, 2008
For Babu
kisses from ALL OF US
nobody works the pout like we do.
well.. except for this brother. he's in the army. i guess inda macho kalau pouting lol
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!
Love,
Rabe'ah and Brothers
nobody works the pout like we do.
well.. except for this brother. he's in the army. i guess inda macho kalau pouting lol
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!
Love,
Rabe'ah and Brothers
Friday, May 9, 2008
Grigitan
i am halfway there.
where is there?
SUMMER HOLIDAYS BAYBEE!!
and summer holidays equals mummy, oxford visit, artsfest, portugal, kaka amal coming and many many mooorreee!
i just got out of a 2hr ordeal with my property law paper. surprisingly, it wasnt as bad as i expected. i think i can probably get a decent mark from it. at least i'm konfaiden about today's paper despite it being the toughest modules i have ever done in my life..
which is not something i can say about my first paper. obligations II, to put it mildly, was uber-difficult =( i'd be grateful enough if i passed the paper, let alone get a decent mark. it was that hard. oh well, whats done is done. now i have a 10day gap till my next exam..
so its time to party!
haha samseeeng~ nada lah. apip and ilah are hosting a bbq party later for ilah and wani's birthdays. yayy bbq! shud be fun. i need the break! actually i was planning to go shopping.. but then, di mana duit ah? plus after telling ruzanna not to buy the floral shoes if she doesnt need them, who am i to go out and buy stuff i dont need? so thus i am practising what i preach. but then i do need to buy presents for the birthday girls.. hmm.. we'll see.
speaking of birthdays, happy 21st birthday to my best friend, ang navila. wishing u the best in ur exams, amzar and everything in between ;)
i saw alikuchen ystrdy. mcm jumpa superstar rasanya hahaha. i tink i had a berlin relapse. god i miss berlin and aunty noriah's cooking. its all coming back again now, especially after reading adib's latest post. on another totally unrelated issue, i saw my boyfren's nephew last nite on skype. grigitan ku meliat. mcm kan ku gigit. gundul lgi tu. lol buleh anak orang kan ku gigit. haha. i love kids.
as u can see, i'm starting to go off in random tangents. therefore i am hungry. so i gotta gooo get food!
much love,
be'ah xxx
p/s i lost more weight =D yoga and special k, i tell u.
*UPDATE*
yes i had lunch sudah. thanx for asking. :p
aaanywayyy, i just found out who this is...
MY KAZEN!!
hehe thank u for sharing the info. made my day. mwah love u ka. so yea ppl, go to I.A. salon. coz my cousin rocks the commercial. heheh mcm ANTM. apakan? ANTAM KAU RABZ!
yes, im just relieved that i've finished 2 exams, and the toughest ones too. now i can enjoy my weekend before going into intensive revision mode on monday. enjoy the weekend!
where is there?
SUMMER HOLIDAYS BAYBEE!!
and summer holidays equals mummy, oxford visit, artsfest, portugal, kaka amal coming and many many mooorreee!
i just got out of a 2hr ordeal with my property law paper. surprisingly, it wasnt as bad as i expected. i think i can probably get a decent mark from it. at least i'm konfaiden about today's paper despite it being the toughest modules i have ever done in my life..
which is not something i can say about my first paper. obligations II, to put it mildly, was uber-difficult =( i'd be grateful enough if i passed the paper, let alone get a decent mark. it was that hard. oh well, whats done is done. now i have a 10day gap till my next exam..
so its time to party!
haha samseeeng~ nada lah. apip and ilah are hosting a bbq party later for ilah and wani's birthdays. yayy bbq! shud be fun. i need the break! actually i was planning to go shopping.. but then, di mana duit ah? plus after telling ruzanna not to buy the floral shoes if she doesnt need them, who am i to go out and buy stuff i dont need? so thus i am practising what i preach. but then i do need to buy presents for the birthday girls.. hmm.. we'll see.
speaking of birthdays, happy 21st birthday to my best friend, ang navila. wishing u the best in ur exams, amzar and everything in between ;)
i saw alikuchen ystrdy. mcm jumpa superstar rasanya hahaha. i tink i had a berlin relapse. god i miss berlin and aunty noriah's cooking. its all coming back again now, especially after reading adib's latest post. on another totally unrelated issue, i saw my boyfren's nephew last nite on skype. grigitan ku meliat. mcm kan ku gigit. gundul lgi tu. lol buleh anak orang kan ku gigit. haha. i love kids.
as u can see, i'm starting to go off in random tangents. therefore i am hungry. so i gotta gooo get food!
much love,
be'ah xxx
p/s i lost more weight =D yoga and special k, i tell u.
*UPDATE*
yes i had lunch sudah. thanx for asking. :p
aaanywayyy, i just found out who this is...
MY KAZEN!!
hehe thank u for sharing the info. made my day. mwah love u ka. so yea ppl, go to I.A. salon. coz my cousin rocks the commercial. heheh mcm ANTM. apakan? ANTAM KAU RABZ!
yes, im just relieved that i've finished 2 exams, and the toughest ones too. now i can enjoy my weekend before going into intensive revision mode on monday. enjoy the weekend!
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Special K
phew. today was such a hot day. my room feels like a sauna, its that hot. i tink i need to buy a fan. or walk around in miniscule clothes. haha. on second thought, scratch the latter, i dont wanna offend my hsemates by walking around half-naked o_0
on account of my boiling room, i had to go out to do revision. i actually camped outside our backyard to do work. i stayed for under 30mins sja plg. coz the wind was getting chilly. haiya! cold wind and hot sun ah? but it was quite an experience. sitting on top of recycle plastics (which jem helped cut. thank u!) on the grass and wearing my sunnies while reading up on covenants. speaking of which, does anyone actually GET wat covenants are??
anyway, today has been pretty productive and im happy about it. actually, this morning was progressive. but bcoz of that, im kinda slacking off with tonite. but bee's offered to go over some papers together so i hope i'll come round being productive like this morning.
oh yea, today i added new stretches to my yoga workout =) i dont know why but the hot weather just made me wanna do extra sweaty stuff haha. nis walked in on me doing yoga tho. i get self conscious when ppl watch me do yoga alone, so yea. haha i kinda lost my concentration when she came in. boo. lucky i told her about this so she got out of the kitchen as soon as she got her cereal.
my mornings are pretty much routine lately, which works for me since its exam/revision season. i try my best to anyway, coz bangun awal equals murah rezeki, nda ja? so i wake up, (skype with boyfriend if he's free), drink water and eat yogurt, do yoga, mandi then have special K. banar, i swear by special k. its nyaman lagi tu! i mean, i dont know if its working plg coz theres no obvious results but my pants fit better now so that must be it, yea?
okay, first exam paper is lusa. wish me luck and doa for me that i do well, please and thank u.
much love,
be'ah xxx
on account of my boiling room, i had to go out to do revision. i actually camped outside our backyard to do work. i stayed for under 30mins sja plg. coz the wind was getting chilly. haiya! cold wind and hot sun ah? but it was quite an experience. sitting on top of recycle plastics (which jem helped cut. thank u!) on the grass and wearing my sunnies while reading up on covenants. speaking of which, does anyone actually GET wat covenants are??
anyway, today has been pretty productive and im happy about it. actually, this morning was progressive. but bcoz of that, im kinda slacking off with tonite. but bee's offered to go over some papers together so i hope i'll come round being productive like this morning.
oh yea, today i added new stretches to my yoga workout =) i dont know why but the hot weather just made me wanna do extra sweaty stuff haha. nis walked in on me doing yoga tho. i get self conscious when ppl watch me do yoga alone, so yea. haha i kinda lost my concentration when she came in. boo. lucky i told her about this so she got out of the kitchen as soon as she got her cereal.
my mornings are pretty much routine lately, which works for me since its exam/revision season. i try my best to anyway, coz bangun awal equals murah rezeki, nda ja? so i wake up, (skype with boyfriend if he's free), drink water and eat yogurt, do yoga, mandi then have special K. banar, i swear by special k. its nyaman lagi tu! i mean, i dont know if its working plg coz theres no obvious results but my pants fit better now so that must be it, yea?
okay, first exam paper is lusa. wish me luck and doa for me that i do well, please and thank u.
much love,
be'ah xxx
Friday, May 2, 2008
dancing queen
1. What disappoints you the most?
not doing enough. not enough exercise, not enough revision, not enough sleep, not enough shopping, not enough rasa bersyukur!
okay. saya tarik balik. i am thankful.
2. Where will you go if someone sponsor you a tour ticket?
tour ticket? as in a proper tourrr??
new york, ibiza, morocco, greece, st barths, sri lanka, egypt.
3. What's your favorite thing to do?
yoga (did some today. yayy!), shopping for shoes, going to the spa, reading chicklits, skyping with the one-and-only and talking to my mummy.
4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
to a certain extent, yes.
5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
be a size zero! haha apakan. no.. i want world peace. huhu beauty pageant jua. inda. i want to die in iman =)
6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
at the moment yes. but ask me agen in 2 weeks time, no. coz by then i'll run out of groceries and bills would prolly arrive. HAHA. kan beluruss.
7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my faith. na'uzubillah.
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
bring my mum to the most exclusive spa, buy my dad a stretch hummer and give my brothers a HUGE gold chain each that says 'KAKA LOVES YOU'. just for the sake of embarrassing them. then with the leftover, saya mau kawin dgn jejaka paling hengsum d dunia.
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
the real question is, how do u knw u love that someone?
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
apip is a superstarr. she is penyabar, a genius in the kitchen and a coffee connousuier however u spell it.
11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
that he loves me for who i am and doesnt. try. to. make. me. lose. weight. haha. i love u syg.
12. What type of person do you hate the most?
little brothers who wont admit your right. haha.
13. What is your ambition?
to be a tai tai. a yummy mummy. a glamazon. successful. and happy. and most importantly, beriman =)
14. If you can teleport once, where would you go?
brunei lerr.. eh no. maybe singapore. wherever my mum is at the time.
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My family.
16. If you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be?
take back all the hurtfull stuff ive said abt ppl who are my frens. yg bukan my frens, my opinion still stands. haha.
17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
is my metabolic rate part of my character? oh yes. for jem's sake, to mengeluh less.
18. What music have you been listening to recently?
u wanna be on top? nanananananananananananana~
19. What is your least favourite animal?
squirmy wriggly crawly flying things be it mammals, reptiles dan sewaktu dgnnya.
20. What would you prefer to be - a man or a woman?
man. so i'll age slower and care less about my weight.. (if u fell for this, u reli dont knw me).
I'm tagging jem, cits, nisa, nuar belabih aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand rosiekins.
selamat mencoba!
not doing enough. not enough exercise, not enough revision, not enough sleep, not enough shopping, not enough rasa bersyukur!
okay. saya tarik balik. i am thankful.
2. Where will you go if someone sponsor you a tour ticket?
tour ticket? as in a proper tourrr??
new york, ibiza, morocco, greece, st barths, sri lanka, egypt.
3. What's your favorite thing to do?
yoga (did some today. yayy!), shopping for shoes, going to the spa, reading chicklits, skyping with the one-and-only and talking to my mummy.
4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
to a certain extent, yes.
5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
be a size zero! haha apakan. no.. i want world peace. huhu beauty pageant jua. inda. i want to die in iman =)
6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
at the moment yes. but ask me agen in 2 weeks time, no. coz by then i'll run out of groceries and bills would prolly arrive. HAHA. kan beluruss.
7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
my faith. na'uzubillah.
8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
bring my mum to the most exclusive spa, buy my dad a stretch hummer and give my brothers a HUGE gold chain each that says 'KAKA LOVES YOU'. just for the sake of embarrassing them. then with the leftover, saya mau kawin dgn jejaka paling hengsum d dunia.
9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
the real question is, how do u knw u love that someone?
10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you?
apip is a superstarr. she is penyabar, a genius in the kitchen and a coffee connousuier however u spell it.
11. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
that he loves me for who i am and doesnt. try. to. make. me. lose. weight. haha. i love u syg.
12. What type of person do you hate the most?
little brothers who wont admit your right. haha.
13. What is your ambition?
to be a tai tai. a yummy mummy. a glamazon. successful. and happy. and most importantly, beriman =)
14. If you can teleport once, where would you go?
brunei lerr.. eh no. maybe singapore. wherever my mum is at the time.
15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My family.
16. If you could undo doing one mistake in the past, what would it be?
take back all the hurtfull stuff ive said abt ppl who are my frens. yg bukan my frens, my opinion still stands. haha.
17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
is my metabolic rate part of my character? oh yes. for jem's sake, to mengeluh less.
18. What music have you been listening to recently?
u wanna be on top? nanananananananananananana~
19. What is your least favourite animal?
squirmy wriggly crawly flying things be it mammals, reptiles dan sewaktu dgnnya.
20. What would you prefer to be - a man or a woman?
man. so i'll age slower and care less about my weight.. (if u fell for this, u reli dont knw me).
I'm tagging jem, cits, nisa, nuar belabih aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand rosiekins.
selamat mencoba!
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
me wants
i. cannot. wait. for. exams....
TO BE OVERRR!
apakan. balum lgi start. revision is killing me. plus my neck is still aching a bit so i dont dare do yoga or go jogging just in case i make it worse. so now im deprived of my stress-outlet. i cant shop to relieve stress anymore. its just not a viable option because i need to save save save save
FOR MY TRIP TO PORTUGAL!
haha apakn. yes, im going to portugal in the summer. very excited. going with ppl that ive never traveled with, but also with alikuchen, so will be an interesting trip yet again.
so for my portugal trip, i need new gladiator sandals, new cotton linen pants/gypsy skirt (wearing jeans for a summer getaway is so faux pas) and a new summery bag. everything must be summerrry~
i alredi have a good pair of shades so i dont need new ones. see, im being practical =p
nda wah. thing is, i dont reli have good sturdy walking-around summer shoes/sandals. remember the ones i bought in ashford last month? they hurt my feet! even muni's hurt so maybe its bcoz we got it from ashford. coz rocketdog shoes are suppose to be uber comfortable but those shoes give me the worst blisters everr! and i dont always have comfy shoes so this means its reli painful since i cant even put my mind over the pain. at this moment, i only have my luscious boots, which i obviously cant wear to portugal. hmmmm.. kenapa tah d tinggalkan sandals atu d brunei..
to be honest, i dont reli wanna spend money. i reli reli wanna save loads of cash so by the end of 3rd year i can go shopping mad. haha. but we'll see. i hope i find good bargains around. or if dear old mum is willing to sponsor some stuff during her visit hehe.
anyhoo, webCT is back up and running, so ive caught up with most of my revision. but i am craving to do exercise! aaarrrgh!! but the pain in my neck is too much to risk it. i dont want another painful nite's sleep. but since i cant do exercise, then i guess it leaves me more time for revision. yayyy?
not reli. but oh well. ada baiknya nie. mudahan2x i ace my exams. amiin.
much love,
be'ah xxx
TO BE OVERRR!
apakan. balum lgi start. revision is killing me. plus my neck is still aching a bit so i dont dare do yoga or go jogging just in case i make it worse. so now im deprived of my stress-outlet. i cant shop to relieve stress anymore. its just not a viable option because i need to save save save save
FOR MY TRIP TO PORTUGAL!
haha apakn. yes, im going to portugal in the summer. very excited. going with ppl that ive never traveled with, but also with alikuchen, so will be an interesting trip yet again.
so for my portugal trip, i need new gladiator sandals, new cotton linen pants/gypsy skirt (wearing jeans for a summer getaway is so faux pas) and a new summery bag. everything must be summerrry~
i alredi have a good pair of shades so i dont need new ones. see, im being practical =p
nda wah. thing is, i dont reli have good sturdy walking-around summer shoes/sandals. remember the ones i bought in ashford last month? they hurt my feet! even muni's hurt so maybe its bcoz we got it from ashford. coz rocketdog shoes are suppose to be uber comfortable but those shoes give me the worst blisters everr! and i dont always have comfy shoes so this means its reli painful since i cant even put my mind over the pain. at this moment, i only have my luscious boots, which i obviously cant wear to portugal. hmmmm.. kenapa tah d tinggalkan sandals atu d brunei..
to be honest, i dont reli wanna spend money. i reli reli wanna save loads of cash so by the end of 3rd year i can go shopping mad. haha. but we'll see. i hope i find good bargains around. or if dear old mum is willing to sponsor some stuff during her visit hehe.
anyhoo, webCT is back up and running, so ive caught up with most of my revision. but i am craving to do exercise! aaarrrgh!! but the pain in my neck is too much to risk it. i dont want another painful nite's sleep. but since i cant do exercise, then i guess it leaves me more time for revision. yayyy?
not reli. but oh well. ada baiknya nie. mudahan2x i ace my exams. amiin.
much love,
be'ah xxx
Sunday, April 27, 2008
robot neck
gatal tangan saya kan mem-blog. especially since i just finished blog-hopping. haish! cemana kan maju revision nie?
and webCT is refusing to work. everyone's obviously trying to go on the site so it kinda crash. please bring it back. need to do my online lectures asap :s
despite the minor setback to my revision, my workouts have improved =) did yoga and went jogging ystrdy. it felt good, especially since i havent been out in canterbury for a while and we (me and apip) took a jogging route we never did before. naik bukit yow. haha burning those calf muscles like crazy. but exercise is good in these stressful times, so thank u afifah!
however, i tink i pulled a muscle during the morning yoga/afternoon jog becoz i had a stiff neck last nite; proper stiff, like i cudnt move my neck and shoulders at all. well, i can (if u wanna be anal abt it) but sakit. baik jua banyak tukang urut semlm hehe. thank u thank u! despite the tukang uruts doing their job, i had one of the worst sleep ever. made me realise how much i take my neck for granted. and i'm one of those gundah sleepers, so it was reli hard not being able to move =s adding to the pain was this trivial issue of, i wouldnt say fight, but a disagreement? with my boyfren. actually, it wasnt a disagreement. i was being unreasonable bcoz it was that time of the mth. anyway, because of the pain in the neck, i forgo my merajuk and asked for help. needed someone there with me while i try and sleep over the pain. thank u sayang for waiting up for me. its times like that that i get reli homesick and want my mum.
but my mum is coming on the 26th of may! i tink ive mentioned this in a previous post but yea. just love telling the whole world wide web that my mum is coming to visit me.
anyway, back to the stiff neck story, woke up this morning and my neck felt slightly better. at least it wasnt that painful to move it. i was slightly panicky becoz it shudve been gone after 24hrs. i googled my symptoms and all these stuff abt neck surgery popped out! freaky. so i went for a second opinion and asked my cousin who's doing biomeds who told me to just leave it and it'll go away in time. haha brijap jua tu if i needed neck surgery! na'uzubillah.
neck mobility restored, i didnt have to cancel on aunty may and went ahead to help out for fauzah's party, which was mucho fun. i have never been to a girly children's birthday party since my own so it was such a breath of fresh air as compared to the rough and tumble parties my lil' brothers have for their birthdays.
but my neck is still in pain tho. and i plan to jog tomorrow. altho im not sure i shud jog with this neck pain. yoga is obviously out of the question. i cant even look up, much less do the backward bend pose. sigh. i hope i sleep better tonite.
much love,
be'ah xxx
and webCT is refusing to work. everyone's obviously trying to go on the site so it kinda crash. please bring it back. need to do my online lectures asap :s
despite the minor setback to my revision, my workouts have improved =) did yoga and went jogging ystrdy. it felt good, especially since i havent been out in canterbury for a while and we (me and apip) took a jogging route we never did before. naik bukit yow. haha burning those calf muscles like crazy. but exercise is good in these stressful times, so thank u afifah!
however, i tink i pulled a muscle during the morning yoga/afternoon jog becoz i had a stiff neck last nite; proper stiff, like i cudnt move my neck and shoulders at all. well, i can (if u wanna be anal abt it) but sakit. baik jua banyak tukang urut semlm hehe. thank u thank u! despite the tukang uruts doing their job, i had one of the worst sleep ever. made me realise how much i take my neck for granted. and i'm one of those gundah sleepers, so it was reli hard not being able to move =s adding to the pain was this trivial issue of, i wouldnt say fight, but a disagreement? with my boyfren. actually, it wasnt a disagreement. i was being unreasonable bcoz it was that time of the mth. anyway, because of the pain in the neck, i forgo my merajuk and asked for help. needed someone there with me while i try and sleep over the pain. thank u sayang for waiting up for me. its times like that that i get reli homesick and want my mum.
but my mum is coming on the 26th of may! i tink ive mentioned this in a previous post but yea. just love telling the whole world wide web that my mum is coming to visit me.
anyway, back to the stiff neck story, woke up this morning and my neck felt slightly better. at least it wasnt that painful to move it. i was slightly panicky becoz it shudve been gone after 24hrs. i googled my symptoms and all these stuff abt neck surgery popped out! freaky. so i went for a second opinion and asked my cousin who's doing biomeds who told me to just leave it and it'll go away in time. haha brijap jua tu if i needed neck surgery! na'uzubillah.
neck mobility restored, i didnt have to cancel on aunty may and went ahead to help out for fauzah's party, which was mucho fun. i have never been to a girly children's birthday party since my own so it was such a breath of fresh air as compared to the rough and tumble parties my lil' brothers have for their birthdays.
but my neck is still in pain tho. and i plan to jog tomorrow. altho im not sure i shud jog with this neck pain. yoga is obviously out of the question. i cant even look up, much less do the backward bend pose. sigh. i hope i sleep better tonite.
much love,
be'ah xxx
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