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since my last blog post, i'm happy to say i've ventured slightly outside my sheltered world of the gym. i've taken to going to tasek some days and tried out one of the jungle routes. gotta say, the fresh air was *ahem* refreshing. hee.

the sun was beating down quite strong tho. but the air was good so it was a very nice change from the air-conditioned air inside four mirrored walls. anypants, this post will be a recap of wat i've neglected to write so theres a high possibility i go off on a random tangent.

i've caught new moon, finally! after 2 weeks of its release in UK, a week after its premier in brunei and 2 days after its official show in brunei. talk abt hard to get tickets. but then again theres not reli much to look forward to in brunei so i guess a movie that big is bound to be sold out for the first couple of days.

also, in an effort to reclaim my social life outside the gym, i attended my first BDAC penyinar meeting in.. 3 yrs? good to see the old faces tho the new faces are lookin' quite young, again reminding me of the fact that i am now a fully fledged adult who needs to go out and get a job!

speaking of which, i've had my first official job interview~ okay i did a quickie one back in september but that didnt reli count coz i didnt apply for the job. i am reli reli hoping i get this job so if its my rezeki, i shall belanja everyone in the family (and some selected frens hee)! note tho, that I will get to say what constitutes as a fair belanja. so no ridiculous requests such as a lamborgini or even tickets to spore. okay the latter may be reasonable for my parents but anyhoo, will do a big announcement hoo-ha when i get my first paycheck. woot woot!

moving on, i've been back to hanging out at cits. so of course i've been stuffing my face with cupcakes. and churros. she has decided to sell churros so whenever its available i grab a piece and stuff it in my mouth. its deep fried carbs. coated with cinnamon and sugar and doused with a hefty dose of chocolate/caramel sauce. i helped her out selling cupcakes at a barracudas game (man the energy was so alive! i forgot how exhilirating a live game can be!) and kept starring at the churros for sale that i cudnt touch. but she overestimated baking so i was allowed to eat cupcakes.. so i was essentially stuffing myself between sales. also, i've discovered the most dee-lish-shes burger in brunei ever! home made patty at its finest! thick lgi tu! i tink its from santai? needless to say i ate my heart out that nite at the game.

so....

yes i've gained back the weight i so painstakingly tried losing after raya. but i am as hell confused because my bajus keep needing to be altered smaller. maybe its the cutting of the baju. today i went for a baju fitting at maggie's for a baju that i wanted to wear for a fren's wedding (and december is wedding session anyway) and she had to tuck in a couple of inches here and there. maybe she purposely cuts the baju loose in case i gain weight.. or to make me feel kurus-er so when fitting comes she can keep putting pins in as if i lost more weight.

that said, i tink i may have gained because my tummy muscles are stronger. i can actually endure a whole session of abs blitz now. waheyy~ up till the end of last month, i'll been stopping now and then when the trainer wasnt looking. but i do wonder where this 2kg weight is going! inda jua kan semua ke muscle kali?? talk abt a yo-yo weight!

regardless, cause my bf still loves me for who i am. hehe. today's our 3yrs 11mths anniversary. how time flies. tick tock tick tock and we'll be up there on a wedding dais (ameen ja. ameen!!). hehe apakan. till next time. pray that i get the job pls!

much much love,
be'ah xoxo