ada cerita hangat d pasaran!
haha. okay im kinda late in announcing it but since it has nothing to do with me, pedah jua kan. but i just thought i'd give a mention here to show the ppl how panas2x pisang goreng their story is haha.
so anyhoo, to keep myself occupied while the sayang is blajar-ing for his test on wednesday, i'll lepaskan hutang of being tagged.
1. Tell us your name:
rabzilulu, be'ah and the latest addition by the bestie, rabziatul. haha.
2. Three things about yourself:
i)i like touching hair. haha not in a scary obsessed psycho way ( i hope not) but if theres ppl who're near me with long hair, or just within touching range, i'll start to play with their hair. i didnt realise this till nis pointed it out haha.
ii)contrary to popular belief, i do have none-sweet-tooth moments. sometimes i find chocolate too sweet. i prefer dark chocolate now =)
iii)i'm a girl. haha. wat a boring thing to say after the first two.
3. What’s in your playlist:
beyootiful girls from jojo on repeat haha.
4. Your favourite music:
jazz. and rnb and a bit of hip hop. but my guilty pleasure is pop. haha yes i do enjoy cheesy songs.
5. Favourite guilty pleasure:
shopping for shoes!
6. Favourite food:
sushi from escapade gadong. mesti yg gadong!
7. Define love:
'love is a many splendid thing'
8. Define sex:
sex is when lust gets hold of ur brain
9. Any celebrity crushes?:
no one reli. i'm quite picky haha. MAYBE usher. but only coz i had a dream abt him a few nites ago. oo oooo chris brown!! hahahaha oh man anisah's guys sja :p *inside joke*
10. The last person you hugged:
effy. masa bday adib. its my way of saying bye bye.
11. The last person you talked to:
nie my babu ah. still talking to her.
12. The last time you cried:
last week. psl i rindu the boypren. haha aku anie kuat nangis kalau psl boyfren.
13. The last time you had sex:
hmmm...
14. The last time you made out:
u knw, questions like these last 2 make me uncomfortable.
15. The last person you dated:
my boypren la.
16. The last time you went out:
this ptg!
17. What’s on your mind now?:
when will i see u again~~~
18. What’s bothering you?:
my stubborn weight. nda mau turun ah!
19. This year’s resolutions:
i didnt make any haha.
20. Your MSN nick:
those on my list wud knw hehe
21. What’s your MSN nick about?:
the lazygirl is bcoz i belong to the lazy clan yg d cipta oleh syazwi. then the rest is to tie my eternal love for my boypren. esehmen. haha
22. The people you miss the most:
my boypren! then there bianca. then thres the kent ppl that i havent seen properly! shapa terasa ah?
23. Current mood:
melancholic
24. What are you thinking?:
how to lose weight faster without sacrificing food haha.
25. best childhood memory:
growing up in belait. i was teacher's pet. haha
26. 3 of your biggest fears:
i dont wanna mentioned them. too scary. but i can safely say i dont wanna lose my boyfren.
27. Who do you love?:
boypren
28. 3 of the things you hate:
waiting, being kept waiting and being late. seriously my temper just flares at these occasions. i knw its sometimes unreasonable but i cant help it.
29. Do you blog?:
anie apa?
30. Tag 5 people:
the ppl i wanna tag dont haf blogs. haha
ciao!
oh oh im having sushi tomoro! after 1 week of no sushi! haha and with interesting company too.. boypren's sister and boypren's bestfren. haha handalkan aku ah mencari points. lol
(i miss u......)
Monday, September 3, 2007
Sunday, September 2, 2007
18days and counting
18days till i leave on the boeing for the ritual 16hrs flight back.
19days till i ge back to london, give or take another couple of hours, and i'll be in my new house, where i'll be living for the next academic year with 3 other fabulous kooky pacah girls, bee nis and jem.
IM SOOOO EXCITED!!!!
haha. yessss, to quote ck raymie (i meet him a few days ago), i'm one of those uk ppl who
'cant wait to go home to brunei when they're in uk, but cant wait to go back to uk when in brunei'.
typical human nature. u knoww.... 'the grass is always greener on the other side' shebang. but i tink no. its more like, too much of a good thing is bad. in brunei, i can eat everything i want, buy (almost) anything i want and i get to drive a car around. i have all the time in the world and best of all, i get to see my family and of course, my sayang.
in uk, i need to think about what i buy, when i buy and shud i even buy it in the first place. there is where i exercise my budgeting skills. despite that, i can still pretty much buy anything i want and get stuff that i cant buy here, like voguer and nicer shoes and winter coats. and the junk food there is just heavenly! then thres the fact that theres no parents, so theres absolutely nobody to boss me around. i can go out whenever i want, however i want. plus, lectures and classes keep my mind from going buntu hehe (see previous post). the only thing missing there is nice weather, my family and my sayang.
so my point is, too much of everything is bad. like with me, i get bored easily. to be honest, studying in the uk isnt all that homesick experience as long as u got great frens who're always thre for u - and i have those kind of friends. i'd say most of us do. so thank u very much to the frens who have been there for me, jaga me when i was damam, cook me dinner/lunch, jalan2x together2x, sleepovers and plain melepak =)
and anyway, we're young, wats a little time away from family anyway? at the end of the day, ur doing ur family back home proud once u get that scroll of a bachelors degree :)
second year, here i come!
now, if only i can bring my boyfren there....
19days till i ge back to london, give or take another couple of hours, and i'll be in my new house, where i'll be living for the next academic year with 3 other fabulous kooky pacah girls, bee nis and jem.
IM SOOOO EXCITED!!!!
haha. yessss, to quote ck raymie (i meet him a few days ago), i'm one of those uk ppl who
'cant wait to go home to brunei when they're in uk, but cant wait to go back to uk when in brunei'.
typical human nature. u knoww.... 'the grass is always greener on the other side' shebang. but i tink no. its more like, too much of a good thing is bad. in brunei, i can eat everything i want, buy (almost) anything i want and i get to drive a car around. i have all the time in the world and best of all, i get to see my family and of course, my sayang.
in uk, i need to think about what i buy, when i buy and shud i even buy it in the first place. there is where i exercise my budgeting skills. despite that, i can still pretty much buy anything i want and get stuff that i cant buy here, like voguer and nicer shoes and winter coats. and the junk food there is just heavenly! then thres the fact that theres no parents, so theres absolutely nobody to boss me around. i can go out whenever i want, however i want. plus, lectures and classes keep my mind from going buntu hehe (see previous post). the only thing missing there is nice weather, my family and my sayang.
so my point is, too much of everything is bad. like with me, i get bored easily. to be honest, studying in the uk isnt all that homesick experience as long as u got great frens who're always thre for u - and i have those kind of friends. i'd say most of us do. so thank u very much to the frens who have been there for me, jaga me when i was damam, cook me dinner/lunch, jalan2x together2x, sleepovers and plain melepak =)
and anyway, we're young, wats a little time away from family anyway? at the end of the day, ur doing ur family back home proud once u get that scroll of a bachelors degree :)
second year, here i come!
now, if only i can bring my boyfren there....
Friday, August 31, 2007
buntu mind
minda saya buntu. my mind is um, (the english word for buntu here). i met up with a few kent ppl tdi.. it was nice. then jirin sent me home and we were talking about how buntu our minds are. i mean, now i understand why ppl do attachments during the summer hols. i haf been jobless and doing nothing for the whole 4 mths of summer and to be honest
i dont like it!!
i keep thinking whether i'll still remember how to do an essay. or even follow a lecture. grrr. next summer tah i do work. kinda late now to do anything harhar. oh god, my mind feels blank wah. i need, like, an essay question or sumthing. just as long as it doesnt entail a math question. i mean, going to the gym is great, i love love sweating but i guess we humans need intellectual exercise too. nyeh. kinda convinces me now that i dont wanna be a housewife. yes ppl, i used to harbour secret ambitions to be a hsewife. kinda like an alpha female with alpha kids, alpha family, that kinda thing. haha but no. i still need the odd intellect challenge now and then. aisehhhmen. haha.
watever. im at that stage now where i cant wait to go back to uni. i reli reli miss bee. i talked to her on msn lastnite. i forgot how we cud read eachother reli well. i knw its gonna be puasa plg and when the time comes to actually leave brunei sedih jua la but then, i cant wait to go to cooler weather (minus the english rain) and wearing voguer clothes and the shopping thre! and having financial freedom!! plus im coming homw in december so thres no worry of homesick hehe coz i knw i'll be home soon =)
oh yes, as promised, a few pictures from zah's bday party.
the 2 lovebirds.. posers!
pretty birthday girl.. hehe shes got make up on coz she just got back frm a modelling job
aladdin's for shisha post surprise party
and here are pictures from adib's surprise birthday party, happy belated 21st!
the surprise-ee cutting his bday cake
the surprise-ers
yes, i got lots of august babies frens. if only my birthday falls in summer.. but the kent ppl are ultra nice during birthdays so i cant complain!
....and i just checked my timetable for this semester. i got wednesdays free! but i got 2 niners.. on thurs and friday! ugh. at least my mondays start at 12. i hope i dont get any seminars at 9. doakan pls.
much love xxxx
i dont like it!!
i keep thinking whether i'll still remember how to do an essay. or even follow a lecture. grrr. next summer tah i do work. kinda late now to do anything harhar. oh god, my mind feels blank wah. i need, like, an essay question or sumthing. just as long as it doesnt entail a math question. i mean, going to the gym is great, i love love sweating but i guess we humans need intellectual exercise too. nyeh. kinda convinces me now that i dont wanna be a housewife. yes ppl, i used to harbour secret ambitions to be a hsewife. kinda like an alpha female with alpha kids, alpha family, that kinda thing. haha but no. i still need the odd intellect challenge now and then. aisehhhmen. haha.
watever. im at that stage now where i cant wait to go back to uni. i reli reli miss bee. i talked to her on msn lastnite. i forgot how we cud read eachother reli well. i knw its gonna be puasa plg and when the time comes to actually leave brunei sedih jua la but then, i cant wait to go to cooler weather (minus the english rain) and wearing voguer clothes and the shopping thre! and having financial freedom!! plus im coming homw in december so thres no worry of homesick hehe coz i knw i'll be home soon =)
oh yes, as promised, a few pictures from zah's bday party.
the 2 lovebirds.. posers!
pretty birthday girl.. hehe shes got make up on coz she just got back frm a modelling job
aladdin's for shisha post surprise party
and here are pictures from adib's surprise birthday party, happy belated 21st!
the surprise-ee cutting his bday cake
the surprise-ers
yes, i got lots of august babies frens. if only my birthday falls in summer.. but the kent ppl are ultra nice during birthdays so i cant complain!
....and i just checked my timetable for this semester. i got wednesdays free! but i got 2 niners.. on thurs and friday! ugh. at least my mondays start at 12. i hope i dont get any seminars at 9. doakan pls.
much love xxxx
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
shapa rindu saya?
i miss bee. will see u very very soon Bianca Gabrielle Wu! oh yea, im thinking of getting a bike. bee! lets get bikes so we can cycle uphill together!!1 hehe
guess what ive been doing w/o any internet connection? i've been reading! nyahaha nothing wrong with reading. im an avid reader.. its just that i've read every book in my collection at least a dozen times alredi.. so apanah, in the end i read my old elit books.jane austen, r.k. narayan and the lot. and i finished the whole freakin lot. so i moved on to my lil bro's books - his roald dahl collection.
jobless much?
anyhoo, im feeling quite serene today. zah and syura just balik. they were here to hang out for a bit. happy belated birthdays to both of them! i will post up pictures of zah's surprise party nanti when aku rajin. for now, its my thoughts, idle dreams, wishes and just pretty stuff in pictures. i wont say more la. i'll leave u guys with the pretty pictures hehe.
i love the beach =)
guess what ive been doing w/o any internet connection? i've been reading! nyahaha nothing wrong with reading. im an avid reader.. its just that i've read every book in my collection at least a dozen times alredi.. so apanah, in the end i read my old elit books.jane austen, r.k. narayan and the lot. and i finished the whole freakin lot. so i moved on to my lil bro's books - his roald dahl collection.
jobless much?
anyhoo, im feeling quite serene today. zah and syura just balik. they were here to hang out for a bit. happy belated birthdays to both of them! i will post up pictures of zah's surprise party nanti when aku rajin. for now, its my thoughts, idle dreams, wishes and just pretty stuff in pictures. i wont say more la. i'll leave u guys with the pretty pictures hehe.
i love the beach =)
Thursday, August 23, 2007
just a quickie
my internet at home is down! so now im at the salvation of my cousin who so kindly lent me her connection. lgipun shes beside me so bisai jua d puji sikit hehe.
anyhoo, cant say much for now. im missing the boyfren very much. so im definitely coming home in december. and ive improved in yoga! i can do
this pose! yes, im more flexible now.
bah i gtg. kan grocery shopping. much love!
p/s oh yea, dont miss me too much. u guys wont be seeing much of me bcoz i dont haf internet at home!!!
anyhoo, cant say much for now. im missing the boyfren very much. so im definitely coming home in december. and ive improved in yoga! i can do
this pose! yes, im more flexible now.
bah i gtg. kan grocery shopping. much love!
p/s oh yea, dont miss me too much. u guys wont be seeing much of me bcoz i dont haf internet at home!!!
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Commitment Factor - The Capacity to Love
"no matter how head over heels your guy is during the initial honeymoon period of the relationship, it doesn't mean he's ready to commit [to marrying you].
A man might fall in love, which requires the capacity to idealize. this means thinking and feeling like his girlfren and the relationship are uniquely special, enabling him to ignore imperfections, which in turn, makes him feel valued and special.
Loving, on the other hand, involves connecting with the other person, understanding her, and wanting to be with her for who she is, not who he'd like her to be.
While it might be difficult to decipher the difference between the two, one clue is the test of time. faling in love happens early on in the relationship, when a couple barely knows each other's traits and quirks and once the initial love buzz is gone, a man who truly loves will stay while a man who was only in love, will bunk off.
Another major telltale sign of real love is selflessness and the ability to care. does your man make sacrifices for u? is he able to put your wants and needs before his? relationships are all about give and take, but love is more about giving"
-cosmo, august 07 issue
A man might fall in love, which requires the capacity to idealize. this means thinking and feeling like his girlfren and the relationship are uniquely special, enabling him to ignore imperfections, which in turn, makes him feel valued and special.
Loving, on the other hand, involves connecting with the other person, understanding her, and wanting to be with her for who she is, not who he'd like her to be.
While it might be difficult to decipher the difference between the two, one clue is the test of time. faling in love happens early on in the relationship, when a couple barely knows each other's traits and quirks and once the initial love buzz is gone, a man who truly loves will stay while a man who was only in love, will bunk off.
Another major telltale sign of real love is selflessness and the ability to care. does your man make sacrifices for u? is he able to put your wants and needs before his? relationships are all about give and take, but love is more about giving"
-cosmo, august 07 issue
Saturday, August 18, 2007
being a bitch means being honest
you.
stop being a loser. dont be jealous coz my boyfren's hot and urs not. be jealous coz he's mine, not urs.
tis nothing personal. i just felt like a bitchy post. shapa terasa.. well, work on ur self-esteem girl.. if u start to doubt ur boyfren's hotness because someone says he's not, then ur a loser.
okay. im the loser. my eyes are red and swollen. i miss my boyfren. i read in cosmo that when ur psm-ing u feel closer to ur boyfren bcoz of a certain hormone being released, making us want to feel loved and to love extra more. well, he's not here. so the best i can do is cry my eyes out.
stupid pms. no wonder women are mental. its the effin' hormones.
wishing every woman in the world a happy and sane pms phase. hah. like thats possible.
much love xxxx
stop being a loser. dont be jealous coz my boyfren's hot and urs not. be jealous coz he's mine, not urs.
tis nothing personal. i just felt like a bitchy post. shapa terasa.. well, work on ur self-esteem girl.. if u start to doubt ur boyfren's hotness because someone says he's not, then ur a loser.
okay. im the loser. my eyes are red and swollen. i miss my boyfren. i read in cosmo that when ur psm-ing u feel closer to ur boyfren bcoz of a certain hormone being released, making us want to feel loved and to love extra more. well, he's not here. so the best i can do is cry my eyes out.
stupid pms. no wonder women are mental. its the effin' hormones.
wishing every woman in the world a happy and sane pms phase. hah. like thats possible.
much love xxxx
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