"you know you've made it big when people you don't know hate you."

"inside some of us is a thin person struggling to get out, but they can usually be sedated with a few pieces of chocolate cake."
- Anonymous

"Weight management has to be an uncompromising, non-negotiable, everyday thing, like brushing your teeth"
Linda Spangle, 100 Days of Weight Loss

Saturday, February 17, 2007

karma



This song is obviously about karma. i cant help but relate to it.. although im on the other side of the story ie the cheater. but i fell in love with this song sooo much that i've decided to do a whole post on karma, or actually, how karma bit me back in the ass, hard! :s

oh and just to make this fun without the whole serious shit of what goes around comes aorund, i give u the lyrics so u can sing along =p

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong

Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?

Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
(should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that

Don't want to think about it (no)
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?

Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
(should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find

What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around

[Comes Around interlude:]

Let me paint this picture for you, baby

You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes

You cheated girl
My heart bleeds girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved

And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right

But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey

[laughs]
See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because
(What goes around comes back around)
[laughs]


the story: how karma got me back (i realised this was more appropriate than 'how karma bit me in the ass)


back in 2004, i was happily dating faidan for about 4mths then. come may/june of that year, started seeing McNut's brother. see, here is where i fault. i cheated on my then-boyfren. i can argue that i lost contact with faidan, and that McNut's brother was always thre for me. so who can u blame, huh?

of course. karma got me immediately just when i thot i would have a happy ending.i wont go into details, but obviously my relationship with McNut's bro didnt work- it was my most painful and heartbreaking relationship ever and the break-up that followed suit, although 'amiable', was like a stake that pierced my heart. to add salt to the wound, my friendship with him can never be as it was before. but i guess its better this way. he was also the only ex-boyfren that i had to take time to get over with. oh yes, karma bit me REAL hard.

so after that episode, who could blame me but to go to my old ways? i didnt go back to cheating, but i was never serious with a guy after that. i can remember hurting two guys after that. i went out with them, they fell for me, but i said 'no, not interested in anything serious'.

so there u go. and what goes around comes back around. so after those 2 guys, i actualy found a guy who i could see potential relationship material. but karma got me! he didnt want me like i wanted him. OUCH! till this day this guy i still hate and despise. haha.

oooh but now for the fun part. my happy ending =D

after all that pain and heartache and the tears, especially with McNut's brother, i have finally (i hope) found my one and only. we met thru his sister and he is the best ever boyfren that i can ever wish for. i know jodoh d tangan tuhan, and of course God has better plans than what we've made for ourselves, but have a little faith. what you've worked for is probably what God wanted u to have.

so i have my happy ending now. next agenda will be the fairytale wedding hehehe. opps, i knw my mum reads my blog. so okay, bu, i want a BIG wedding. just so u'll be prepared at the magnitude of how i want my wedding hehe.

p/s some of u guys will probably think of 'si kawan' while i write abt this whole karma thing. well im not worried, coz that case is one of the few cases that i truly believed was deserved, although its not in our hands to give back karma. oh well. well see what happens next coz if anything does happen, it'll definitely go up here. in the meantime, enjoy the song!

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