kusut

toight i just got hit by this overwhelming feeling all of a sudden.

i was annoyed easily and cudnt do my work. i ate for the sake of eating and i cooked and cleaned w/o any tlc. midn u, we had loads of ppl over and the food was great.

so what was wrong with me?

i have the blueeeeeeeeees.

i miss him.

i have been here sitting on my bed feeling crappy with tissues everywhere hugging rory and being a pathetic fool crying over the times we've spent in brunei.

im such a sappy person.

i want to meet him so badly.

for now, the temp cure is to go shopping.

siiiiiggggggh.

pathetic crappy sappy be'ah is still feeling the blues.

another 2 years (insyaAllah) to go before i graduate. then im gonna hike off and get married. u hear that syg? no excuses.

yes, im the girlfren from hell, the queen control. the watever.





i misssssss yuuuuuuu.