gobama! gobama! go! go! gobama!
heeeeeeeee.
anyhoo, i had a random thought today. i was sitting down, typing and all hunched when i had a sudden glance at my midriff. from the back of my head came the voice 'ugh annoying jua lamak anie eh. how many sit-ups do i need to do to get rid of it?!'
then i almost as random and sudden as the first thought, a second voice in me said
'helloooo? look who's talking. u used (still am) to be SO annoyed when ppl skinnier than u talk abt how berlemak and fat they are and you are now a size 6. remember, ur on the other side now'
'so? lamak is still lamak. its fat. plus im short. i need to lose the lamak!'
'get a grip girl. any smaller and u'd be anorexic.'
hmm.. never thought i'd actually (almost) describe myself as anorexic. of course im still FAAAAAAR from being one, but i think if i stick to this negativity abt fat, i will soon.
so0o0o0o....
the conclusion to this very random conversation between the 2 voices in my head is:
i'mma start loving my curves! i dont think its possible to have a washboard tummy with my diet and there is no wayy i'm changing that. i love food too much.
on the plus side, im starting to see toned arms again after the lapse of weight-training over ramadhan. hurray!
also another random note.........
i believe i have THE BEST, the most patient and most understandingest boyfriend EVER. actually, scratch that. i KNOW so.
jangan jeles~ =p
haha.
much love,
be'ah xoxo
p/s thanx again nav for cheering me up. amazing what a simple comment from a best friend can do. i love u!
4 comments:
u look fine. Know the saying - real women have curves.Celebra8 urs. Pretty sure most men prefer women who does not look skinny. Have a lil lamak is fine - in fact its great.
Nada lamak apa ada - tulang? all bones not nice eh.
Anorexics r not sexy!again, U look fine =)
just a friendly advice from a bloghopper
yanyan
if kaka anorexic i wont want to hug you :( cos i'll smash you into pieces!
yea man, love your curves. am over the phase of wanting to be skinny now hahahaha just be fit and healthy :) jgn lose weight lagi k? you look fabolous whatever shape n size! and okay okay, you look more fabulous now =p
yanyan: hee thanx. i know i should embrace them and im doing my best too. its just that my curves are in the wrong places! (or so i think.. lol)
imah: awu mah nda ku diet lgi. haha. banar plg sudah ku kurus anie nda siuk hug sama huda. haha.
ai i miss my hair...this curly hair is hard to maintain... :s
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