donuts!

today is a historic day of all historic days. essentials have started selling their iced donuts again! well, they prolly sold them since last mth or sumthing but the point is, i got one today and it was deeelliisssh in every bite.

but the price went up from 65p to 69p. damn u donuts! last year it was 60p! they went up early this year but not 69p?? wat'll it be next yr, a quid?

i only got one, whereas last yr i'd usually get 2.. or 3. haha not bcoz of financial matter, but because of, erm, waist matters.

anyhoos, i also went up to the library and yet agen, someone had to help me get in. its a sign that me and libraries dont mix. i cant ever get into the templemen library w/o a fren, the security guard or the person behind me having to help me get in. bee says its like an exclusive niteclub, i need someone to get me in. which is sad reli, becoz i never reli liked the library in the first place. but this time, its a necessity. i dont think i can get away with not going to the library at all in the first term like i did last year. not if i want a good grade for my philosophy of law.

anyhoo, me and nis were talking about the library and why we dont like it. yes ppl, there are such things as law students and libraries that cant mix. for one thing, the library makes u study bcoz everyone else there has their nose buried in not just one, but usually 2 or 3 books, with more books piled high near them. that picture im not comfortable with. i need a relaxed environment to study and a bit of noise. i cant study with music on, but total silence is more deafening to me. i'd rather have the hum of my laptop or the faint music from jem's room than have total silence.

that said, i cant stand having other ppl study around me and be so quiet. how can so many people in one room not make any noise? the thing is, im okay with group discussions. talking, i can handle. silence, no!

plus, i was saying to anisah that its my competitive nature that drives me away from the library. the many students hidden behind books, instead of spurring my competitiveness, drives me away bcoz i knw that cant be like that. and i cant stand being the 'loser'. im not saying i cant be like that bcoz im lazy. im saying i cant be like that bcoz its quiet. and i get fidgety. i have to move all the time and that'll just annoy the others, wont it?

so i got to the library, got my books, and went out of there pronto. oh, and then i got my donut. yummy!

anyhoo, i've done enough procrastinating from eating my donut with absolute relish. u cud see this crazy gleam in my eye when i saw the donuts in essentials lol. i took my time this time bcoz i only got one and i dont wanna overdo the donuts agen, not unless i wanna be the size i was in may.

aand now that im done dissing libraries (or actually, the ppl who go thre) its time for me to bury myself in books. but this time, with the accompanying buzz of skype and the low hum of the radiator.

much love,
be'ah xxx