i tink i've pushed myself a bit too much this week. unfortunately i havent reli done as much work as i've set out to do, but i did more than i did the week before, so i guess thats something.
wednesday was the breaking tho. i had football ie sore muscles (i reli need to do proper warm up and cool down stretches!), then dance practise ie sore wrists. back home i volunteered to cook, then only after dinner did i have time to shower and then do work. needless to say, i slept late and i had a niner the next day. i woke up feeling very sore and groggy with an extreeme headache but i had no choice but to go to class because
a) i didnt come to last week's thursday classes because of a minor setback
b) i've done the work for my seminars so it would be a waste of energy if i didnt go
by midday on thursday i had a high temperature, felt excruciating pain everywhere, throbbing headache, scratchy throat. u name it. and the weather was beyond cold and freezing. plus, i was fasting, so tepaksa tunggu sungkai to mkn ubat. i knw plg buleh buka puasa with a condition like that, but it was so close to sungkai so yea.
a mug of lemsip, a tab of redoxon and a day later (ie today), im feeling much much better. still have the coughing fits tho, and feeling a bit feverish, but at least next week is reading week, so definitely gonna get plenty of rest time. the downside of it is that my plans for a london getaway had to be cancelled. i knw once i get there i'd be pampered and mothered to the extreme by the ppl i stay with if i show up damam, but its the travel bit that i cant handle. even today's class i went up eliot footpath feeling faint. okay maybe im exaggerating and maybe i cudve skived off class, considering the circumstances, but its so close to reading week and today's seminar was an introduction for a major essay we needed to write, so i braved the freezing weather (i think it was only freezing for me bcoz i was feeling feverish) and went against my lazy bones anyway.
anyhoo, right now im trying my best to finish a mug of lemsip and it hasnt sunk in that its reading week. i've got soo much to do for that property special study thing. and its due in 2 weeks. so i guess its for the best that i cant go to london. tomoro is society's CNY celebration. hopefully i'll be up for that. but then again, its free food, so i guess i'll be there.
speaking of reading week, i cant wait for easter. cant believe 2nd year is almost over. after easter its exams (yikes!) and then baliiik kampooong~~
hehe. going to berlin for easter. anyone interested in joining? its from the 13th to 18th of april. coz so far theres only 2 of us, me and my cousin, so demi memeriahkan suasana belayar, we want more ppl. hit me back if anyone's interested and will fill u in on the details.
much love,
be'ah xxx
Friday, February 15, 2008
Sunday, February 10, 2008
you're everything good in my life
You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You're like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You're something special
I only hope that I'll one day deserve what you've given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life
the song is definitely going on my wedding playlist. hee. maybe azam/sanny can do this. awu, im in cloud 9 atm. but the song menusuk kalbu. haha eseeehmen.
i miss shopping. huhu. so i cleaned the kitchen and living room ystrdy. no dust bunny was safe. haha. and we just found out that the lil window thing above our kitchen door is closed alredi.. with glass. i tried vacumming that part ystrdy and i hit solid. thank god it didnt break. we didnt even knw when that was done. so now we know 0_o
wishing everyone as good of a mood as i'm in.
much love,
be'ah xxx
Friday, February 8, 2008
i am on fy-yah!
haha okay aku hyper. total change from the last post. sorry if that scared u. pokoknya everything is fine now and the wrinkles have been smoothed out. yes, i am a very silly silly girl and i keep trying to not do it but ntah.. its me. so i wont do any more promises but i will try to do my best to not do shit like that again. the highlight of it all? the magic words were spoken!
"u make me happy. feels right when im with u"
heart melt alert! haha. okay maybe i sound spoiled but i was feeling very vulnerable. young love! sigh.
i still promise on this tho, to talk whenever i have any doubt. thank u for still being here. ur the best, ever.
after the fiasco thing, i was reli buruk, had the whole big swollen eyes effect, unkempt hair (sudah tah rambut ikal, kusut lgi!) and blotchy skin. so to clean myself up, i did the only therapeutic thing i knw how to do that doesnt cost money.
i cleaned.
i cleaned my room from top to toe. vacuum the shit out of it, rearranged my stuff, wiped every surface with dettol, changes my sheets -everything. now my room's much brighter =D i also cleaned the toilet. i've been meaning to clean it since last week but i havent been pumped up for it. skali sudah c jem beckp 'we need to clean the house', i was like 'damn it i need to do the toilet!'. haha pasal its no fun when u do chores yang kana suruh. its much fun when u do it on ur own will. so yeah. or maybe thtas just me. but thanx jem coz u gave me the push i needed to clean the house. i also vacuumed the upstairs hallway and the stairs. i didnt do the stairs properly tho, psl 3 days ago i fell 5 steps down and it hurt like hell. i skinned a finger and my left hip is still sore. so theres no way i wanna fall down again with heavy henry (thats the vacuum cleaner, not some lover) on top of me.
despite the sore hip and bloody finger, i managed to play football tho. mind u, i was still in the middle of the previous post (see below) crisis so it didnt reli matter. kicking the ball around to release stress felt good. i pulled a muscle tho so i cudnt reli run properly. c wani tu punya psl, suruh tandang dari jauh. =p but even better, i had a one hour interim between football and dance practise, so we went over to wani's and her drums are ah-may-zing! and lurus jua i was stressed like hell, so banging on those drums were a huge stress buster. and i dont knw if its just me, but i believed i played some pretty good tunes. haha. altho in the middle of it reza insisted i wear the headphones rather than pakai amplifier. pfft.
and i still havent got the hang of ulek mayang in the last part of the dance. next wedsnesday we're suppose to show it to the organisers so i tink im just gonna wing it. psl thats the day of the next practise too. haha. oh well. i have a clean room now. and i need to do yoga bcoz all the football has taken over my yoga-ness. need to claim it back. huhu. lame eh.
pisluv (peace love)
be'ah xxx
"u make me happy. feels right when im with u"
heart melt alert! haha. okay maybe i sound spoiled but i was feeling very vulnerable. young love! sigh.
i still promise on this tho, to talk whenever i have any doubt. thank u for still being here. ur the best, ever.
after the fiasco thing, i was reli buruk, had the whole big swollen eyes effect, unkempt hair (sudah tah rambut ikal, kusut lgi!) and blotchy skin. so to clean myself up, i did the only therapeutic thing i knw how to do that doesnt cost money.
i cleaned.
i cleaned my room from top to toe. vacuum the shit out of it, rearranged my stuff, wiped every surface with dettol, changes my sheets -everything. now my room's much brighter =D i also cleaned the toilet. i've been meaning to clean it since last week but i havent been pumped up for it. skali sudah c jem beckp 'we need to clean the house', i was like 'damn it i need to do the toilet!'. haha pasal its no fun when u do chores yang kana suruh. its much fun when u do it on ur own will. so yeah. or maybe thtas just me. but thanx jem coz u gave me the push i needed to clean the house. i also vacuumed the upstairs hallway and the stairs. i didnt do the stairs properly tho, psl 3 days ago i fell 5 steps down and it hurt like hell. i skinned a finger and my left hip is still sore. so theres no way i wanna fall down again with heavy henry (thats the vacuum cleaner, not some lover) on top of me.
despite the sore hip and bloody finger, i managed to play football tho. mind u, i was still in the middle of the previous post (see below) crisis so it didnt reli matter. kicking the ball around to release stress felt good. i pulled a muscle tho so i cudnt reli run properly. c wani tu punya psl, suruh tandang dari jauh. =p but even better, i had a one hour interim between football and dance practise, so we went over to wani's and her drums are ah-may-zing! and lurus jua i was stressed like hell, so banging on those drums were a huge stress buster. and i dont knw if its just me, but i believed i played some pretty good tunes. haha. altho in the middle of it reza insisted i wear the headphones rather than pakai amplifier. pfft.
and i still havent got the hang of ulek mayang in the last part of the dance. next wedsnesday we're suppose to show it to the organisers so i tink im just gonna wing it. psl thats the day of the next practise too. haha. oh well. i have a clean room now. and i need to do yoga bcoz all the football has taken over my yoga-ness. need to claim it back. huhu. lame eh.
pisluv (peace love)
be'ah xxx
Thursday, February 7, 2008
the silly hoopla
theres one line in harry potter, one of the books, i dont remember which, that i reli like. i dont remember its exact words tho. but it goes sumthing like
misunderstanding breeds mistrust, which in turns breeds contempt..'
u get the drift?
it all starts from being silly, from being misunderstood, from reading too much into things that u start making up stuff and jumping to conclusions. and then u start distrusting. for a girl like me, it doesnt take too long. the whole process just fast-forwards itself.
but i also calm down fast. im stubborn, yes -but i have a guilty conscience that makes me slow down and think abt wat ive said, wat ive done, and the conclusion is usually very much against me.
now i tink i've damaged it too much to fix it. and the sad thing is, theres no way out. all i can do is wait.
i am so so sorry. for being selfish. for being ungrateful. for being someone so undeserving of u.
i hope u find it in your heart to forgive me. because if i were u, it would take everything in my power to even try.
*LSKOL*
misunderstanding breeds mistrust, which in turns breeds contempt..'
u get the drift?
it all starts from being silly, from being misunderstood, from reading too much into things that u start making up stuff and jumping to conclusions. and then u start distrusting. for a girl like me, it doesnt take too long. the whole process just fast-forwards itself.
but i also calm down fast. im stubborn, yes -but i have a guilty conscience that makes me slow down and think abt wat ive said, wat ive done, and the conclusion is usually very much against me.
now i tink i've damaged it too much to fix it. and the sad thing is, theres no way out. all i can do is wait.
i am so so sorry. for being selfish. for being ungrateful. for being someone so undeserving of u.
i hope u find it in your heart to forgive me. because if i were u, it would take everything in my power to even try.
*LSKOL*
Sunday, February 3, 2008
on a roll
wednesday, i had my first dose of football. actually, it wasnt exactly my first. growing up with 6 brothers, its impossible for a sister to NOT have any kicking-the-ball-around experience - but hey, i was 9 when i last played ball. so to rephrase, wednesday was the first time i ever played football since i was 9. surprisingly, i had loads of fun and i didnt scream/screech/shriek as much as i thought i would. so i guess this i-dont-sweat girl has really reformed. to top that off, i scored 3 goals, albeit with the strategic kicks and positions of the guys lol. so score one for me! =D
i never dreamed i would play ball. even when i started this whole exercising health nut thing, i vowed to never ever do anything with balls. i had this fear of them that they always always would target my face or head. kalau kana tangan sudah sakit (which the ball did hit me on the arm on weds, but i didnt even scream!), apatah lgi muka. so when the guys said there was a game for both boys and girls, and that loads of girls were playing, i thought, why not? at least i can get my jogging done by running around the pitch or something. that was the plan, anyway. but i actually did play proper football. altho the game was kampung style, as atiq said. coz we didnt keep scores and all that. just played for the sake of playing. it was extremely nice of the guys to include the girls. thank u very very much! now that i've done football.. i wonder wat else i can do..
after football, we had our first ever practise of ulek mayang for the society. its for some international thingy i tink. the practice went great. altho we did go straight after football, so with sore legs, coming into dance practice, where we then got sore wrists from doing too many a times ayu hand movements. the song's reli slow, not like the zapin we did last year. this time, we cant smile like baboons (not that we ever did, mind u) bcoz we're supposed to look ethereal and other-worldy and serene and gorgeous all at the same time, and the walking and the poses and the timing for one move to another is soooo painstakingly slow.
and it didnt help when u have funny ppl to dance with. like wat happened when we had another practise ystrdy. laughter just kills the whole routine haha. but it makes for fun practise sessions. but i'm still confused about the end part and we dont knw wat our costumes will be like, yet. definitely gorgeous tho. haha psl the dancers are the 7 princesses from the sea. aisehmen. aku mau jadi ariel from little mermaid. haha. the real thing will be on the weekend b4 my reading week, so its perfect. something to look forward to b4 reading week comes around. altho i planned to go to belfast that weekend. now it has to be postponed yet again. i thot abt going in the middle of reading week, but then my frens will have classes and work to do and menyusahkan jua tu kalau i come over and they have to layan me. then if i go during the weekend of reading week, bagi ngalih bcoz ive got classes right after. so yea. i dont wanna go thru that whole rush. thats why i dont like going to london just for weekends. apa2x anie mesti relax bah.
i cant believe the weekend is almost over. lastnite us girls watched pretty woman. apparently ali was supposed to come over bcoz he wanted to watch love actually, but he doesnt wanna watch it alone bcoz i quote 'gay jua tu'. the guy is so self conscious. anyhoo, pretty woman was goood. it was my first time watching the move that shot julia roberts to fame. so now i see why. she was so cute like nite, rasa mcm kan ku gigit. oh and we also wtached coleen's real women during dinner. it was a repeat from thursday i tink but yea. nya nisah 'c rabz tehibur uleh accent nya.' coz coleen's liverpudlian. the way she says black becomes blahck and i find that funny. and girls become gels. but ive done most of my work and there are no live lectures for obs2 next week. so next week will be a pretty laid back week. hurraayy!
much love,
be'ah xxx
p/s i went to bed earlier than the rest bcoz they wanted to tengok cerita hantu. this morning i woke up, the hall lights were still on. i wonder what happened last nite.. or maybe it was just a momentarily laspse of memory to switch it off. haha
i never dreamed i would play ball. even when i started this whole exercising health nut thing, i vowed to never ever do anything with balls. i had this fear of them that they always always would target my face or head. kalau kana tangan sudah sakit (which the ball did hit me on the arm on weds, but i didnt even scream!), apatah lgi muka. so when the guys said there was a game for both boys and girls, and that loads of girls were playing, i thought, why not? at least i can get my jogging done by running around the pitch or something. that was the plan, anyway. but i actually did play proper football. altho the game was kampung style, as atiq said. coz we didnt keep scores and all that. just played for the sake of playing. it was extremely nice of the guys to include the girls. thank u very very much! now that i've done football.. i wonder wat else i can do..
after football, we had our first ever practise of ulek mayang for the society. its for some international thingy i tink. the practice went great. altho we did go straight after football, so with sore legs, coming into dance practice, where we then got sore wrists from doing too many a times ayu hand movements. the song's reli slow, not like the zapin we did last year. this time, we cant smile like baboons (not that we ever did, mind u) bcoz we're supposed to look ethereal and other-worldy and serene and gorgeous all at the same time, and the walking and the poses and the timing for one move to another is soooo painstakingly slow.
and it didnt help when u have funny ppl to dance with. like wat happened when we had another practise ystrdy. laughter just kills the whole routine haha. but it makes for fun practise sessions. but i'm still confused about the end part and we dont knw wat our costumes will be like, yet. definitely gorgeous tho. haha psl the dancers are the 7 princesses from the sea. aisehmen. aku mau jadi ariel from little mermaid. haha. the real thing will be on the weekend b4 my reading week, so its perfect. something to look forward to b4 reading week comes around. altho i planned to go to belfast that weekend. now it has to be postponed yet again. i thot abt going in the middle of reading week, but then my frens will have classes and work to do and menyusahkan jua tu kalau i come over and they have to layan me. then if i go during the weekend of reading week, bagi ngalih bcoz ive got classes right after. so yea. i dont wanna go thru that whole rush. thats why i dont like going to london just for weekends. apa2x anie mesti relax bah.
i cant believe the weekend is almost over. lastnite us girls watched pretty woman. apparently ali was supposed to come over bcoz he wanted to watch love actually, but he doesnt wanna watch it alone bcoz i quote 'gay jua tu'. the guy is so self conscious. anyhoo, pretty woman was goood. it was my first time watching the move that shot julia roberts to fame. so now i see why. she was so cute like nite, rasa mcm kan ku gigit. oh and we also wtached coleen's real women during dinner. it was a repeat from thursday i tink but yea. nya nisah 'c rabz tehibur uleh accent nya.' coz coleen's liverpudlian. the way she says black becomes blahck and i find that funny. and girls become gels. but ive done most of my work and there are no live lectures for obs2 next week. so next week will be a pretty laid back week. hurraayy!
much love,
be'ah xxx
p/s i went to bed earlier than the rest bcoz they wanted to tengok cerita hantu. this morning i woke up, the hall lights were still on. i wonder what happened last nite.. or maybe it was just a momentarily laspse of memory to switch it off. haha
Wednesday, January 30, 2008
empty/busy week
i think this is the longest ive gone without updating but with so much to say. i've had a very good week despite the hot-coffee-on-little-girl incident and i think my system's finally getting the hang of uni life. i've been doing more laundry, but wat the heck, we have an awesome tumble dryer.
speaking of which, we are still desperately looking for hsemates. still waiting for answers from a few lovely ladies. our landlord just introduced a package deal where we can pay all the bills off together with the rent, and on top of that, we get sky+. but after dinner today we sat down and calculated how much we would be gaining/losing and the conclusion is that we're better off paying bills separately from the rent bcoz we save up to 3quid per week, which is A LOT! in donut terms, thats 4 donuts. like i said, a lot.
but the landlord's being flexible abt our time frame to find new hsemates so insyaAllah we'll get a couple of girls the latest come scholarship results. which brings me to another thing that happened - o level and alevel results are out! and since u guys knw ive got like a million brothers, there has to be at least one sitting for a major exam rite? i had a brother who got 3as for his psr last year. forgot to mentioned it here coz i was busy with essays. anyhoo, brother numero 3 scored 7os for his olevels (i still win haha =p) with 1a 2bs and 4cs and brother numero 2 got an 'a' for maths and a 'c' in thinking skills for his ASlevel. but watever bcoz i didnt take either of those subjects in lower 6.
so still high bars for u little brothers to jump over, set by your truly. oh and brother numero 2 just passed his undang2x test. lets hope u dont fail ur driving test, like *ahem* yours truly. that was the worst day ever, seeing as i've never reli failed a major exam in my life. but thats all in the past.
had a little reminiscing session with boyfren's sister. she and i were in the same class for gp. its nice to just catch up with all these ppl. and i also got more presents over the weekend! now i truly believe that u get more when u dont ask. like, back when i was 13 and reli naive and all that, i'd ask for presents from everyone. bida eh, nda malu. but now when u dont ask for it, its reli meaningful bcoz those who got u pressies really ikhlas. anyhoo, i got a waterproof hoodie and a bronzer set from apipatun mujabah (who, btw, went shopping without me =p), a headband and bookmark from ijah and TWO pairs of earrings, from aunty may and bee's mum. thank u very very much. all the presents are much appreciated bcoz i use all those things anyway. so they're not one of those useless presents that look nice but u dont knw if u'll ever use it.
oh, one more thing. i got lovely personal drawings/pictures from azah and sarah. but i left them at their house. so i told azah to keep them for me till i see them again. and she said she'll make more in the meantime. shes so sweet. and to think i accidenlty poured hot coffee on her. but i did say sorry! and she still says im her bestfren, so all is well. thank u aunty may for the hospitality and great food, and ur welcome e181. i hope u'll be coming here often and i promise, one way or another, i will definitely be coming to belfast.
hmm.. now wat else did i miss? reza was great for 'one night'. good stuff babe. but jgn slalu, psl then i'd have to come all the time and its not good! =p but u knw i love ur music.
oh yes. had a society meeting on thurs and mbsoc has a slot for the salsa nite thingy to do ulek mayang (sp??). im one of the 7 princesses~ i love love love traditional dancing. makes me feel so ayu. haha. so kalau nak tengok saya ayu, watch the show. i tink its sometime in february. and lets hope nda banyak lenggok like how we had zapin last year.
okay. thats all for this week folks. american idol as funny as ever. boyfren being more attentive, which i like. pms just makes boyfrens the best ppl ever! haha. oh, one important thing. i didnt shop at all this week! aaaaaand....
*drumrolls*
i lost weight! so my theory of being with the girls have been proven right twice now. anyone who has a problem with weight loss, sila contact aunty may untuk jadi babysitter. haha
they help with facial exercises too!
much love!
be'ah xxx
speaking of which, we are still desperately looking for hsemates. still waiting for answers from a few lovely ladies. our landlord just introduced a package deal where we can pay all the bills off together with the rent, and on top of that, we get sky+. but after dinner today we sat down and calculated how much we would be gaining/losing and the conclusion is that we're better off paying bills separately from the rent bcoz we save up to 3quid per week, which is A LOT! in donut terms, thats 4 donuts. like i said, a lot.
but the landlord's being flexible abt our time frame to find new hsemates so insyaAllah we'll get a couple of girls the latest come scholarship results. which brings me to another thing that happened - o level and alevel results are out! and since u guys knw ive got like a million brothers, there has to be at least one sitting for a major exam rite? i had a brother who got 3as for his psr last year. forgot to mentioned it here coz i was busy with essays. anyhoo, brother numero 3 scored 7os for his olevels (i still win haha =p) with 1a 2bs and 4cs and brother numero 2 got an 'a' for maths and a 'c' in thinking skills for his ASlevel. but watever bcoz i didnt take either of those subjects in lower 6.
so still high bars for u little brothers to jump over, set by your truly. oh and brother numero 2 just passed his undang2x test. lets hope u dont fail ur driving test, like *ahem* yours truly. that was the worst day ever, seeing as i've never reli failed a major exam in my life. but thats all in the past.
had a little reminiscing session with boyfren's sister. she and i were in the same class for gp. its nice to just catch up with all these ppl. and i also got more presents over the weekend! now i truly believe that u get more when u dont ask. like, back when i was 13 and reli naive and all that, i'd ask for presents from everyone. bida eh, nda malu. but now when u dont ask for it, its reli meaningful bcoz those who got u pressies really ikhlas. anyhoo, i got a waterproof hoodie and a bronzer set from apipatun mujabah (who, btw, went shopping without me =p), a headband and bookmark from ijah and TWO pairs of earrings, from aunty may and bee's mum. thank u very very much. all the presents are much appreciated bcoz i use all those things anyway. so they're not one of those useless presents that look nice but u dont knw if u'll ever use it.
oh, one more thing. i got lovely personal drawings/pictures from azah and sarah. but i left them at their house. so i told azah to keep them for me till i see them again. and she said she'll make more in the meantime. shes so sweet. and to think i accidenlty poured hot coffee on her. but i did say sorry! and she still says im her bestfren, so all is well. thank u aunty may for the hospitality and great food, and ur welcome e181. i hope u'll be coming here often and i promise, one way or another, i will definitely be coming to belfast.
hmm.. now wat else did i miss? reza was great for 'one night'. good stuff babe. but jgn slalu, psl then i'd have to come all the time and its not good! =p but u knw i love ur music.
oh yes. had a society meeting on thurs and mbsoc has a slot for the salsa nite thingy to do ulek mayang (sp??). im one of the 7 princesses~ i love love love traditional dancing. makes me feel so ayu. haha. so kalau nak tengok saya ayu, watch the show. i tink its sometime in february. and lets hope nda banyak lenggok like how we had zapin last year.
okay. thats all for this week folks. american idol as funny as ever. boyfren being more attentive, which i like. pms just makes boyfrens the best ppl ever! haha. oh, one important thing. i didnt shop at all this week! aaaaaand....
*drumrolls*
i lost weight! so my theory of being with the girls have been proven right twice now. anyone who has a problem with weight loss, sila contact aunty may untuk jadi babysitter. haha
they help with facial exercises too!
much love!
be'ah xxx
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Mummy i mishywew!
i've been missing my mum very much since i came back. making me think the more bad an idea it was for me balik brunei for xmas hols. its the whole adjusting back to solitary non-family life, paying bills, doing dishes ans laundry. all that. not that i loathe doing those things. but yea.
my mum went to spore last week and i havent talk to her until today, bcoz she just realised she cud use her neighbour's wireless. haha. samseng my mum atu.shes there to do a 10 month course so it felt good to catch up with my mum with this and that. i talked to her for a good 2 hrs. its nice. i love her. and thsi means i'll definitely be going to spore over the summer. yayy!
totally unrelated, congratulations to my hengsum boypren for passing ur exam flying thingamajig. love u much much. i miss u very much too. come over agen. soon. easter? =D
his sister's coming this weekend. unfortunately, shopping's not on her agenda. so there wont be any of that happy-for-your-shopping-spree feeling. but i will be seeing the adorable 2 little girls. so my weekend is good.
i haf a ton of work to do. anyhoo, american idol tomoro nite! weeeeeeeeeee~
much love,
be'ah xxx
my mum went to spore last week and i havent talk to her until today, bcoz she just realised she cud use her neighbour's wireless. haha. samseng my mum atu.shes there to do a 10 month course so it felt good to catch up with my mum with this and that. i talked to her for a good 2 hrs. its nice. i love her. and thsi means i'll definitely be going to spore over the summer. yayy!
totally unrelated, congratulations to my hengsum boypren for passing ur exam flying thingamajig. love u much much. i miss u very much too. come over agen. soon. easter? =D
his sister's coming this weekend. unfortunately, shopping's not on her agenda. so there wont be any of that happy-for-your-shopping-spree feeling. but i will be seeing the adorable 2 little girls. so my weekend is good.
i haf a ton of work to do. anyhoo, american idol tomoro nite! weeeeeeeeeee~
much love,
be'ah xxx
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